Wednesday, April 24, 2019  @ 12:39 am.

For why do you seek the dead amongst the living, says God,  for your body shall not see corruption before I say, Blessed be the name of the Lord God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this very early morning.


Why do you keep denying Me when I have shown you and told you all that there is about Me, your Heavenly Father?  I have raised the dead, cast out demons, cleansed the lepers and opened up the eyes of the blind, and even cast out devils from the muted and of the deaf man.  What more, child, do you need to hear and see before you believe in Me?  What I have done so long ago, I can and will do, even so much more through you this very day.


Open up your heart and life to Me, and allow Me, your Omnipotent, All-Powerful One, to show you the signs and the times of those things to come to pass in your generation right now, before the Son of Man comes to redeem you, like My Father has redeemed Me before the face of the world on My cross that I bore for ALL of HUMANITY to come.


I was the LAMB of GOD who was led to the slaughter, and was paraded before all those people, who just days before laid down palm branches for My donkey to walk over.  What a crowd of hypocrites and accusers are those who say one thing with their lips and then do another with their actions.  Oh, you hypocrites and blasphemers, you are.  No more, children of God, but of satan, your father.


Get thee behind Me, satan, for flesh and blood do not inherit the Kingdom of God, but only those who have My Spirit, that I sent back to My disciples, after obeying Me that day by going to the Upper Room and waiting for Me to send My Holy Spirit back to them.  There was so many at first, but they got tired of waiting and praying, like so many of My so-called church do even to this day.


They say that they want to see change, but try getting them to be the change, is a whole different story, let Me, your God, tell you.  There was this story of a young child who wanted the love of his father so much, but every time the boy was home, the father was not, and he just didn’t understand, until one day he realized the father did love him, and that is why he was gone.  He was out working in his field, bringing in the crops to put food on their table each and every night.  The father wanted to be with his son, but he had to sacrifice himself to show his family how much he cared for them all.

This Father is a picture of Me, your Heavenly Father, and the Son was My son.  I loved My son so very much that when I saw the need for a Savior, I needed to get the job done and knew my servant Abraham couldn’t complete the task at hand.  So I had My One and Only Son, Yeshua/Jesus, take His place for you out of love to supply all of your earthly and heavenly needs to come to pave the way, for all to have ETERNAL LIFE with Me one sweet day up ahead.

This child, Abram, at the time didn’t understand the love that His Heavenly Father had done by putting him into this deep sleep, but that was okay, because that is what a good abba, daddy, understands, and He has the grace to hold back the punishment until He sees what the Father sees up the road ahead.


I am the good Shepherd who came to take the place for all of your sins, My people.  I took the punishment that was due you upon Myself, so that you would not have to.  I am your Sin Offering, I am the Lamb of God who takes away the penalty for your sins once and for all, My People, My Children.  Give Me all of your brokenness and all of your troubles this very day, on the day of your Omer of your UNLEAVENED BREAD that you’re counting today.   Allow Me, your God, your SALVATION, to come and wipe you clean, and white as the snow, so that you can remember seeing as a small child.


Yes, come to Me, your God, the source of your SALVATION, your ALL in ALL this very day that you are counting, and let Me cleanse you from all of your sins, both great and small, from the very first time to the very last time.  Come follow Me, and let Me cleanse you and make you bright as new through the refreshing Rivers of Life in water baptism and of My Spirit.  The Spirit that I gave and sent back for you on the day of Pentecost/Shavuot so very long ago in the Upper Room to be your Helper, and to guide and lead you into all truth, understanding, wisdom and knowledge forevermore, My dearly beloved children of God.


That is, if you accept Me as your Lord, Savior,Master, and King for all of ETERNITY.  Yes, I am your ETERNITY/EVERLASTING LIFE when you receive Me into your very heart/lives, My little lambs of My Flock.  Run to Me, and let Me fill you to overflowing this very morning/night, wherever you may be.  I love you so very much.  Love Me, your God, back.  @ 1:19 am.

Then, God spoke to me again,


My little lambs, My sheep, you have wandered so very far away from Me this day.  It is time that you all come back home to Me, your Heavenly Father, who loves you, oh so very much.  For I have woven/knitted and formed you inside of your mother’s womb/tummy.  I have called you by name, My sons and My daughters of My beloved Torah, that My Scriptures speak of and tell you of Me.  Oh, that you would just pick it up and read it from cover to cover.


It speaks and tells of Me, and My love for you ALL.  I AM that I AM, and this is who I AM, My people.  It is not hard to grasp, if you would just believe that I am the one who put everything into place in the very beginning in Genesis/ Bereshit.  For I spoke and formed the world and the entire Universe into being, as it tells you there in your Bibles that you have in your possession.  Nothing is hidden from you that you cannot find, if you search hard enough, My children.


My Word says to seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be opened unto you.  There are times and seasons for each of you to seek out the truth of Me in My written Word that’s been put down and preserved for all mankind to find.  Nothing is hidden that you cannot find.  For the WISE searches out for WISDOM and UNDERSTANDING, KNOWLEDGE and TRUTH.  The wise will find what is needed when the time is right to be had.  Never give up searching for the Truth in My Words, My children, for My Words are LIFE and BREATH to those who find them, and death to those who don’t try and throw them away.  Be wise and study to show yourselves approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth (2 Timothy 2:15).  Then in (2 Timothy 3:16-17)All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works. For those who follow and study My Words find great wealth and prosperity.  Time: 1:37 am  4-24-2019


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Palestine, False Prophets & Ministers Who Profit off the Gospel

Friday, April 5, 2019 @ 2:02 pm

This morning I woke up to the word PALESTINE, but didn’t understand why.  So while I was with my husband in our truck at Grand Canyon University this morning, the word came back to me, well it really never left, but I just didn’t do anything with it till then.

I then opened up my notebook in my phone and wrote it down, and I then asked God to reveal to me what He wanted for me to know.  Well, I came home after going to the store and then made us lunch. Then I was scrolling through Facebook, but then I decided to take a nap since my husband Chris was already napping in his recliner.

Well, no longer had I put myself in a comfy position with my feet up in my own recliner, when the Lord Jesus through the HOLY SPIRIT brings this word PALESTINE back to my attention, and this is what HE spoke to me.


PALESTINE has always been MY LAND, My children, My people.  Why have you not known this?  Why have you not read My good book, MY TORAH?  It is in there plain and simple.  Why have you allowed the enemy satan and his imps, his adversaries, to turn and twist about all that I have spoken and told you through the centuries?  I have not changed My mind concerning MY TORAH, NO NOT ONE IOTA.  Why would you have thought that I have?  People change and people say and do, but MY WORD stands firm and strong forever and ever, says your God of ISRAEL today and for all times.

PALESTINE was and always has been Mine, My children, so stop allowing the devil and those around you to steal from you any longer.  What was, what is and what will come about is what My Good Book, My Torah, says from cover to cover.  You cannot change it to please yourselves.  That is not how it works, My children who call yourselves mine.


The question that you need to be asking yourselves this very day is, “Are you really one of My disciples/emissaries, or are you just an imposter masquerading as one of My little lambs in My flock?”  You might be able to fool and mask yourselves and get one over on some of My so-called children out there, but I have a select few chosen ones who are convinced of your lies that you are portraying amongst  your so-called followers of yours, who think you to be such a Holy, Righteous man of God as you go around claiming yourself to be.  My sheep hear their Shepherd’s voice and know Me, and they come to Me, and not to others for their bread and for their wine.


My Sheep don’t take from their flock what I tell them to do for themselves.  My sheep know that My Word says to seek Me and Know Me, and all these things shall follow after them, pressed down, shaken together and running over.  My Sheep know their Master’s voice and follows Him and Trusts Him to provide for all of their needs.

My Sheep do not take from others what is not theirs to take, but they trust Me to be their provider and source of their income.  My Sheep never take more than what they need at any one given time.  My dearly beloved ones, if a man doesn’t work, this man also doesn’t eat.  A man who doesn’t support his own family and expects others to do and supply for them is no more than an infidel, says God Almighty.


No where in My Word does it tell you to support a family that comes to your home or town that doesn’t work and do that which My Word says for them to do.  I want My Sheep to stop taking advantage of My flock/fold by trying to get them to take care of them.  That is MY JOB to take care of your own families that you have.


It is not your responsibility people to support these Evangelists and their families.  If they have truly been called by Me, their God, they will know it and will trust Me and OBEY ME to bring to them their daily needs.  Trouble is, everyone wants to be called by someone to take care of them that has money, but no one wants to go where the dollar bill won’t pay for them to have the luxuries of the world in their pocket.


Why is it that people claim to be called to places where they’ll be put up in fancy hotels with swimming pools and beaches, but no one wants to go where the places are poor and broken down and infested with bugs and disease?  Why is this My Church?  Why is this My people?  Why do you only accept places that have something to offer you before you accept the offer?  Why don’t you go to the down and out places where they don’t have anything to offer you and feed your stomachs?  Why do you expect everyone to take care and support your families when all along, you know that you are the one who is supposed to be caring for your own wife and children, not the other way around.  Why don’t you ever trust Me, your Heavenly Father, to provide and care for you anymore?


Has it gotten so easy to let everyone else supply for your needs and wants these days?  I AM not happy with you, My sons and My daughters, who think you are above going to the dry places where you would have to get a little bit dirty and step out of your comfort zone of pride and arrogance.  When I call someone there, it is no mistake; they know it, and they know who their source is, and they will obey and trust Me, their God, to provide for them.


They will not put guilt trips over onto their flock/people.  There is no need to go about asking and begging for bread, food or any kind of things that deals with you going to this or that place.  I always use what is right in front of you.  Just as I always have.  I told the rich young ruler after a conversation about the commandments to go and sell everything, and then you will have treasures in Heaven, but he left and never came back.  Jesus told him to go and sell EVERYTHING, not to keep stuff, but to sell it, and then He would have ETERNAL LIFE with Him in Heaven.


Why is it that you think you are so much different than everybody else?  Why do you Television Evangelists, Pastors, Prophets, Teachers, Radio Hosts, you name it, think you are all entitled to more than the disciples/emissaries in Jesus’ day were?  Truth be told, you’re not; it’s just that you have made this a business for you and your families so that you can travel and do the things that you all enjoy to do.  What better way then to say, “It is the LORD’S WORK.”  But I say to you, MY Church, MY people, that if it is truly My doing, you will never need to beg or even ask for a dime to teach MY TORAH.  If I have called you into it, I will provide for you the way that I see fit, not you.  Blessings and Curses come in different ways.

All because you think you are blessed, it doesn’t mean that you are blessed.  You can have everything you want, and be asked to go here or there, and be given all kinds of things because you hint and give people ideas what is needed for you to come or go there, but this is all the blessing you will receive, says God Almighty.  This is your own doing, not MINE, says God.


My Word says that your right hand shouldn’t be knowing what your left hand is doing, and how can that be if you’re always telling everyone what you’re doing and where you’re going?  If I have told you to go someplace, then I will also tell you what you must do to get there.  The reason this word is called FAITH is because you are to believe ME and seek ME and know ME.  You need to have a RELATIONSHIP with ME, your Heavenly Father, who owns the cattle on a thousand Hilltops, plus the Hilltops, ta boot.


I’ve never told you to have a relationship with a group of members of your faith club to catch you and pick you up when you don’t know how else you’re going to get from place to place, because you booked a meeting and didn’t ask Me, your God, if I was okay with you going.

My children, My son, if you do not ask ME before going somewhere, and then not wait for Me to respond back to you for the sake that you’re not willing to hear Me say, “NO,” but then you go anyways without My approval, and then, not only that, you expect for these churches/places you attend to pick up your cost of the Hotel, Food, Medical, Dental cost and even the vehicle’s cost for the maintenance, don’t expect Me to be there with you fleecing My good people.  It is not their responsibility to pay for your vacations to have fun at the expense of saying it was a HOLY SPIRIT-filled Pentecostal experience service.


Didn’t I say and tell you in My Word, in Matthew 7:21-23, “Not everyone that saith unto ME, LORD, LORD, shall enter into the KINGDOM of HEAVEN; but HE that doeth the will of MY FATHER which is in HEAVEN.”  My WILL is MY WORD always.  Also, “Many will say to ME in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name?  and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?  And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from ME, ye that work iniquity.” (Matthew 7:22-23)

In 2 Chronicles 7:14, My Word says, “If My people which are called by My Name, shall humble themselves and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from Heaven and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”


My people have not because they ask not or they ask amidst.  I love you, My church, My people, Israel, you are My first-born son.  Come back to Me, My Son, and let’s get reacquainted with one another, so that We can have a relationship of a lifetime together, walking on the streets of gold up here in My Eternal Home Forever.  Stop playing church by yourself and let Me, your GOD, have back the controls.  Take your family back home and count the cost before going out there in the world again to fleece My Sheep, My little lambs, says God Almighty.


A man is to take care of and provide for his family, not the other way around.  The church is supposed to be a body of believers coming and joining together of like faith, and building up one another, so that they may go out and minister and disciple others in the faith that the Word of God/Torah teaches us to do.

We are to be living, walking, breathing imitators of JESUS CHRIST and making converts outside of the church building, baptizing them in the water and of the Spirit with FIRE, like on Pentecost/Shavuot in the Upper Room that day so long ago after Jesus/Yeshua ascended and went back to HIS FATHER and OUR FATHER.   April 5, 2019  @ 3:37 pm.


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Yes, God has given us FREEWILL to Sin or not to SIN, to live for HIM or not to live for HIM, but either choice we make, there will be repercussions for our actions. Even though HE loves us so very much, HE has given us each the right to choose. We make this choice everyday when we wake up: whether or not we are going to pick up our cross and live for HIM, or not to pick it up and live for our own greedy selves.


How we choose to live each second/minute/hour/day/month/year, for Christ determines if we are GOD’S child or if we are the devil’s child.  We will know by the decisions we make and the fruit that we bear.  Are we going to pick up our own cross daily to live for HIM, or are we going to lay the cross down and walk over it, and do life our own way only to choose to deceive ourselves into believing that we are truly our own god or gods in this world, to do as we choose to see fit to do?


By using our freewill, which was given to us by God, we daily need to make the decision on whether we are going to submit ourselves to God and to His Kingdom, thereby acknowledging Him as our Father/King/Lord or by rejecting HIM as our FATHER/ CREATOR, we have chosen not to accept what the Bible/Scripture says to be real and inspired by God and relevant for us today.  Either way, when we die, we will be in one place or the other, heaven or hell.  God didn’t create HELL for us, but for the devil and all of his imps who decided to make their own choice to be their own gods and do what pleased themselves over worshiping their CREATOR of HEAVEN and EARTH.


If we are faithful to God by daily deciding to follow Him, then we will be given the reward of being ushered into the pearly gates of HEAVEN where we will hear Jesus say, “Well done, My good and faithful servant,” or those who choose not to pick up their cross daily will hear Jesus say, “I never knew you, depart from ME you who practice lawlessness [or iniquity],” be thrown out into outer darkness, the Lake of Fire and Brimstone, where “there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

I don’t know about you, my family, friends and loved ones here today, but what I do know is that I don’t want to use my FREEWILL/CHOICE to live for myself,  acting like I was created to enjoy my life any which way I choose, pleasing my fleshly earth suit, and then one day die and find out too late that I was wrong, and there really was a God/Creator of the entire Universe.  And also discovering too late that there was a devil who was very real, and that I had chosen to listen to his stupid voice, instead of the still small voice of the HOLY SPIRIT.

The Holy Spirit wants to be our HELPER/COMFORTER to show us how to live right and be obedient to GOD the FATHER by keeping HIS Commandments. I don’t want to stand before GOD, my Heavenly Father in Heaven, and find out when it’s too late that I was OH SO VERY WRONG. That I was filled with so much of my own SELFISH desires that I couldn’t see the truth, and now would end up burning in HELL for all of ETERNITY FOREVER and EVER.


Yes, God gave to each of us the ability to choose and make our own choices, because of the LOVE HE has for us, HIS CREATION. We only get to be called HIS children when we choose to make HIM our LORD/SAVIOR/KING and MASTER.


I know that so many people don’t really believe that this GOD that I’m referring to is real, but that He’s just some made up entity to try and control us into conforming to the church ideology and to try and manipulate us, or even brain wash us, so that we will give all of our hard earned money to them.  Yes, I will have to agree that there are those in the church who use the gospel to pad their own pocketbooks.   They are not true shepherds of the flock, but there are, unfortunately, many wolves in the church who are out to deceive and fleece the flock, but there are also many others who aren’t.

That is why it is so very important to keep our eyes focused on JESUS and HIS WHOLE WORD/TORAH/SCRIPTURES and not let the wolves, who are masquerading as believers, out there to deceive us, the very elite of GOD and His children, who only want to love Him with our whole heart/mind/soul and strength.


I want to be one of God’s chosen elite who choose to daily pick up my own cross to walk this pilgrim path.  This path is not easy, but it’s very narrow, but it’s the path I need to walk if I am going to serve my CREATOR YESHUA/JESUS, the One who was my SIN OFFERING. and who paid the PENALTY for all my sins and your sins.  It was He who made the ATONEMENT once and for all for me and you that day over 2,000 years ago on the cross of Calvary to fulfill what HE promised to Abraham way back in Genesis 15, so that we can once again be in right standing with God and have the relationship back that had been lost back in the Garden of Eden with Adam and Eve.


God/Yeshua/Jesus loved each of us so very much that THEY went to such extreme measures, so that we could come back into relationship with THEM and be a happy family worshiping the FATHER as HE (GOD) had so DESIRED from the very beginning at the CREATION OF THE WORLD and ADAM & EVE (GENESIS 1-2). This is a perfect picture of how much GOD/ADONAI loves us and wants to have us love HIM back, amen.


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Friday, March 29, 2019 @ 12:00 pm.

While I was in the shower, the Holy Spirit spoke to me, saying,


Who do you think you are, My people, My children, who say that you love Me, but you choose to make yourselves into little gods and forsake My path/ways for ungodly ways, says God Almighty.  You say that you love Me, but you do not obey Me nor My Torah/Scriptures.  You say that you love Me, but why do you REJECT everything that I tell you that I AM?  Why can’t you see that you have become so very blind, just as the Pharisees and the Sadducees and Religious leaders of My Day and Time?  No, not all of them were wicked and blind, but a good majority of them, yes indeed.


I didn’t come to do anything new or to change what My Father had already set in to action. No, but what I did come to do was to restore what had become distorted by all those who thought themselves to be their own little gods, just like so many around you this day have done so and are like.  You say that we are not anything like them, but you would be so wrong and misguided too, My dearly beloved ones, who say you love Me with your lips, mouths and tongues, but your hearts are so far from Me, and have become, oh, so very wicked indeed, My church people, who think and claim to have the truth, but who are so very blind and wicked.


You are no more wiser than they were.  You are no better than those who called Me a false teacher and a blasphemer.  You, My church, if you can even say that anymore, wise up, shape up and yes, by all means, drink your coffee and get yourselves together.  Clean up yourselves, you white-washed tombs that you have become.  My people stink with the wrench of the pigs’ slop that you eat, and you need to be cleansed and washed thoroughly in My blood that I made for the atonement of all of your sins that you have committed since the dawn of day.


Why do you allow yourselves to fall away from Me, your loving Heavenly Father, your loving Savior, Redeemer, and King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this very day.  You are supposed to be My Bride, My Church, My Ekklesia, My Anointed Ones, My
set-apart, beloved wife.


My Virgin, are you preparing yourself for My/Our Wedding Feast that is not far off but soon coming?  Are you being faithful, My peoples, My tribes, My nations from all four corners of the world?  Are you adorning yourselves in My Holy Scriptures? Are you preparing yourselves, and grooming yourselves, to be imitators of Me, your Lord Jesus Christ, who bore all your iniquities upon My body/flesh for the remission of sins once and forevermore to be seen and heard of never again, My child?


This is what you’re promised from Me, if you do and keep all that My Word Scriptures/Torah tells you from the beginning to the end.  None of it has been deleted or removed.  None of it has been annulled or changed. What has gotten into you, My people, My Church, My Bride, who I cleansed and washed in My free-flowing blood and My waters of Baptism?


All of this is necessary for us to be in an intimate relationship, My Bride.  You have accepted My gift proposal, so you are legally Mine, but now you must continue to be faithful unto Me, your God of Heaven and of Earth, to be Holy as I am Holy, My dear beloved bride-to-be.  Can you see the time coming?  Can you hear Me saying, “Well done, My good and faithful servant”?  Can you see the times and seasons coming near knowing that I too am preparing to meet you as well?  My Father and your Father knows exactly the right timing.  Look for Me as I am looking for you, My beautiful bride.


I am so excited to have this relationship with you.  The closer we are, the better it will be for Us.  The closer We become, the more you can hear My still small voice speaking to you.  Arise up, My beloved Child/Bride, and adorn yourselves in My Scriptures/Torah.  Read, learn and study to show yourselves approved, a workman that needs not to be ashamed.  Stop, My children, and return and do things, My way not yours, and you will see the things in your lives start changing for the better.


Stop playing god with yourselves and put all the idols you have picked up over the years and centuries away from your midst.  You know just what I’m talking about.  Stop playing with fire and brimstone.  For you do not want to get caught in the Last Days, at My Second Coming, doing the wicked and abominations that My Word speaks and testifies of My church, My beloved ones.  Stop it all right now.

Stop Blaspheming My Holy Name by putting it to your heathen gods of the Christmas tree, Santa/Satan Clause, and the Easter Bunny.  Easter and all these wicked celebration parties/festivities that you say draw you and the unbelievers to Me.  This is NONSENSE and GARBAGE/HOGWASH, My Church.  These are all from pagan deities from long ago that I told My people Israel to destroy and not to do as they did.


Problem is they are like you are today.  They thought to know better than the God who freed them from Egypt and from slavery.  They were really never saved from their old ways but just on the outside.  The inside of them is just like most of you today.  The outside looks good, but the inside is as evil and wicked as back then.  My people, My children, you cannot have it both ways.  Oh yes, you have done it that way for so many years, but this time of playing with fire is almost out.


You have to pick up your cross and to follow Me, for your time/life has no promise of tomorrow.  The gambling and party life needs to be thrown in the fire, if you want to be one of My kids/children.  The Adulterous wife/bride must make a choice before her groom comes.

My Father has told Me to tell you, it is closer than it has ever been.  Will you take this warning, My children?  Being lukewarm is over, and you will be vomited/puked and devoured up.  This will not be a pleasurable moment for you.  My Word/Scriptures is truth, and what it says to the unbelievers and those who practice such things will be their outcome in the lake of fire and brimstone.  There is NO WAY out of it once the trumpet sounds and you meet your Savior face to face in the clouds/sky.


My church, My people, who say you know what I want and what I say, think again because you are all going to be fully awakened soon, and I truly hope you are all happy with the decisions you have made during this time you call “yours,” God .  @ 1:06 pm.


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Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 8:11 am.

God wakes me up to “Not everything is good for you.”


My respond and prayer back was, “Okay, I know this already, so why wake me up to tell me what I already know, my God, my Adonai?  What did I eat or do yesterday that made you tell me this?  I had been fasting, I know, to get closer to YOU, and because it was PURIM, I had decided to stop for the day to celebrate with my husband and daughter and the Congregation we were attending that evening. We had even gone as far as getting our free cone from Dairy Queen before the party of PURIM started. I know that You, GOD, like festivities because You have given to us seven of them in Your Torah, and if You count Purim and Hanukkah, there are nine of them.”


At first, when I posted this LOVE LETTER, I didn’t see the connection between these two postings, even though they were given to me on the same day, after I had prayed and asked for understanding.  Then as I pondered and prayed over this sentence “Not everything is good for you,” I realized that God was telling me that even though Purim is a Great Time to re-focus and remember what had happened long ago, and how Esther/Hadassah was a picture of Me (Christ Jesus) and was able to save her people from being exterminated and wiped off the face of the earth.

Through this, God is saying and was trying to show me that OUR RELATIONSHIP needs to be even more important than anything, even any party or festival.  That I need to remember to continue to stay faithful to Him, even when the people in your life around you are seeming to enjoy themselves and party it all up.  The moral of this now has become very clear to me, and I pray that you can all see it as well and can learn as I have come to appreciate the love of my Heavenly Father and King of Kings and Lord of Lords this very day, April 1, 2019.

Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 1:32 pm.

I was dozing off while reading my book, Lionness Arising.  My eyes were getting, oh so tired, and then God, through His Holy Spirit, says,


I have not called you to do something hard but not something simple either, but to just do what My WILL is for each and everyone of you here this day.  I have called you to do My purpose, My plan, to get what I want done, but for all the world to know and to see this very day, right where I have called each of you to be everywhere, where you are located and live, for such a time as this.


Yes, you are all celebrating My PURIM where you are living.  You are doing a great thing celebrating and making melodies to the freedom that was brought to My Jewish people from all over the world in their day.  I AM so very happy that I have people, still even today, who get excited about this FREEDOM, this very VICTORY, that My children were given to set them free from the bondage and slavery in such a time as that which was back in Shushan where Queen Hadassah/Esther lived at in that time and space.  There was such a time of peace, but then much hardship for them like they never knew. How would you all feel if everytime you went out to do something that you feared for your life and livelihood?


That was what it was like for them, the Jews, back in the reign of King Ahasuerus/ Xerxes before Queen Esther was brought into the King’s Chambers that very day.  Yes, I AM not mentioned anywhere in this, for so many reasons.  I have not even the slightest mention of My Holy name to let you know that I am still quite apparent, even if I am not.  I don’t have to be mentioned to know that I exist, My people, My children.  I exist, even when I don’t appear that I do.  Just the mere thought of Me makes ME brighter and higher than any other god that you served or call yours today on the earth that I created with My own hands.  You cannot  keep Me, your Heavenly Father, out of anything.


I am in everything, whether My name is in it or not.  I am implanted and infiltrated in all things/everything.  You cannot hide Me or remove Me, however hard you may try, it won’t work.  For I am all powerful and My very existence is more than you could ever fathom or make up. I AM that I AM is all that matters, My beloved children/creation.  I hold all things, for everything is in the very palms of My hands.  There is absolutely nothing that doesn’t exist that I haven’t already made available to you to see today.  For nothing exists, unless first I make it to exist.  Yes, I know that this is hard for your small human brains to comprehend, but that is understandable.


For I created everything out of nothing, and without Me, there wouldn’t be any of you this Day.  This is how loving and kind I am, My children of My great Big Universe.  Why does it take such great trouble just to get and draw your attention to Me this very day?  Why does it take such hard work for you to see just how important I am to you, My child/My children?  Why does everything take your time that is supposed to be with Me, your Heavenly Father, that you say that you love and want to have fellowship with.  Where has your love gone to, that you claim to say you have for Me, My child/children?

Do you ever really wonder what it is that you really feel for Me, or are you just getting by okay without putting Me in the driver’s seat anymore?  Are you comfortable just waiting for Me to wake you up and start the conversation going?  Why has our love come closer to running out?  Does this even concern you just a little bit, or is it starting to be the “new normal” for you, because it is not okay with Me, your Heavenly Father, who loves you, Oh, so very much.


I have so much planned for you and I.  I have so much to tell you, My daughters and My sons of My Torah/Scripture.  Aren’t you even just a little bit interested in what I have been doing and preparing for each one of you while I have been gone away from you?  Oh, I miss you all so very much, and Oh, how I long for you to miss Me as well.  My Church, My Bride, won’t you come a little bit closer and set down with Me and tell Me why it is you have decided to let our friendship fall asleep/aside?  Come sit down and bow down before Me, your Creator, your God, and tell Me why it is you decided to throw in the towel, and do things your own way, since I left you back after seeing you the last time before you watched Me ascend back to My Father in Heaven?


I did not leave you alone, but I sent to you My Helper, the Holy Spirit, just as I promised that I would do.  Why do you not accept My Helper?  Why won’t you believe that He is of service to you?  You, My church, My people, need Him so very much.  You cannot do and live life in these days and times without Him to help guide and lead you into all Truth, Wisdom and Knowledge and Understanding.  The enemy satan, the devil, is out to kill and destroy each and everyone of you, My little lambs/children.  He is not your friend but your enemy.  Why can’t you see this?  I will tell you why it is because you have rejected My Holy Torah, My very Words, spoken to you through My Prophet Moses up on Mount Sinai that day in the Wilderness where you convinced his only brother Aharon/Aaron to help make you a golden god to worship Me, the God of the Universe.


Didn’t I already tell you not to do, or make unto yourselves, anything to worship as idols?  Didn’t I just free you from the slavery of bondage of Egypt, and bring you in and through the RED SEA, by My Holy outstretched arms of My Prophet, Moses, and his brother, Aaron.  Why can’t you grasp ahold of this and see how much that I do love and care for each and everyone of you this very day of PURIM that you’re celebrating for the deliverance of My Jewish people today; My very Israel, whom you are all supposed to be a part of, if you have accepted Me as you’re Lord God and King of the Universe.


You claim to be one of Mine, so don’t you think it’s time that you start acting like one of Mine as well, My people/My children, who have been bought with a very High Price with My very own blood that was shed upon the cross of Calvary, for you and for all mankind’s sins, sicknesses and diseases?  What more do I need to do for you to understand how very much that I love each of you this very day/night, My beloved ones of My Father up in Heaven?  Where you’re all going to be at before My returning to this earth where you are at and living here today, My footstool?


Don’t forget to do and keep all that I have told you to do before.  REPENT and BE BAPTIZED, for the remission of your sins and receive My Holy Spirit with Fire, like in the Upper Room on that Day of Pentecost, Shavuot.  This is all important, and needs to be done, My church/My people.  Don’t listen to those who will convince you otherwise.  The enemy satan knows that when you do, you will be changed and be able to do all that is written in My Book you have at home on the shelves and night stands.  Don’t delay or hold back any longer, for the Day of My Returning is close at hand, says the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth.   2:35 pm.


Wow, Lord, this makes Me REPENT and ask for your forgiveness once again.  I’m so humbled by your visitation to Me, your servant girl.  This book that I’m reading just before this was absolutely an eye opener to see the Lioness Arising in My very soul.  Help me, God, to not let the fire die down, but let the Lioness in Me burn always for You, Lord, always and forevermore.

I cannot wait for your coming in the clouds, My God.  Help me to not ever get stagnate in my love for you, but keep me strong and alive and alert at all times.  Help me to see the good in people, and help wherever there is a need wherever that may be.  Give me a love for all of our people near and far all over the world, God.  Thank you for dying for me, and rising from the dead, but even better for ascending to God, our Father, and sending back to us/me your Holy Spirit with Fire, so that I can experience what your disciples did while with you and even greater, amen.   @ 2:42 pm.



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March 19, 2019  @ 6:30 pm.

Yes, I was in the shower, and I was quickened by the words,


You’re just never happy.  You say you missed your daughter ABBY, and now that you’re with her, you only talk about how you want to be closer to your son who was so close to you, but at the time you thought he lived too far.  You silly American people, you don’t realize how good you have it?  Why can’t you just be happy in any situation or place you are in?


I’ve given to you, oh so very much, and still you aren’t happy.  My children, My kids, open up your hearts to Me and let Me fill you up to overflowing.  Let Me, your Heavenly Father, give to you this peace that you are searching so drastically for?  Let Me be this sweet aroma that you need to smell like beautiful perfume that your daughters wear, or that you smell others wear, and it takes your breath away.


My dearest, beautiful daughter, learn to be content in any situation or place that I plant/place you in.  It isn’t forever, so just take life one day and one step at a time, just like you did today on your walk with your dog.  Open up you heart to Me, my daughter, and run to Me when life gets to be unbearable.  But better yet, don’t let it get that way at all.  Keep your eyes fixed and set on Me, your loving, merciful OMNIPOTENT, ALL-knowing God of the Universe, and things will never fall out of place for you ever again.


Keep seeking Me, and keep striving to do what MY WORD says over and over again that which is Good, Righteous and Holy.  Never doubt or fear what lies ahead, and always trust Me to do all that which I have already promised in My Word that I would do and bring to pass for you, My Children, My little lambs, who need to always be looking and following the Master Shepherd.


Know that I haven’t left you, or anyone of your family members behind.  I know right where each and everyone is, and where they will be tomorrow, and even the next day, and a year from now.  Nothing ever gets past Me, your God of Heaven and of Earth My Footstool.  I AM right on top of everything, and I know the purpose and plans I have set into action, and even the motive and ideas that you’ll all be thinking up and planning out.  For there is a time and a purpose under the sun.


What the Son has set free is free indeed. So don’t allow yourself to get all anxious over the little things, and don’t get all stirred up over the things that you cannot change because it is a waste of time as well as effort.  Stop and smell the coffee, even if you’re not drinking it, for the smell and the aroma will soothe you and bring comfort and peace to you.  I AM the Prince of Peace and the Rose of Sharon, so come unto Me, and I will give you the comfort you have need of this very night/evening.  Hold on to Me, and let Me soothe your wounds and bandage up all your hurts and “boo-boos”.

Don’t allow satan to take you on an escapade of “what if’s” and “how comes.”  They aren’t worth the time or the effort.  Don’t waste your time, My child, My princess Karen.


Rest assured in Me, your Heavenly Father, that all of your household shall and will be saved from the oldest to the youngest in My timing, not yours.  I have everything worked out for their good and for MY GLORY, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this very night there in the middle of beautiful Arizona.  My child, trust Me to have your cares and consideration at heart.


Know that I have you wrapped up in My sheltering, loving outreached arms, My child.  Nothing I say is ever too hard or too difficult for Me, your OMNISCIENT GOD of the Universe.  I’m not far off, but so very close to you, My daughter.  I love you so very much.  Love Me back as much, God.  March 19, 2019  @ 7:03 pm.


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Back on March 28, 2017 I had posted this. On the 24 is the day My brother Brian had passed away and went to be with his Lord/Savior/Master and Maker. Before he died the Holy Spirit gave me a word to tell him while we were living in Oklahoma City.

I posted this letter that the Holy Spirit had given to me last year but today I would like to share it again, to show everyone how good, just how great God’s love is for us all, amen.

Here I am talking to and about my brother Brian L. White, may He R.I.P. born on 5/4/1950 and died on 3/24/16.

We may not of had a whole lot of good times the last 20 years but we had a conversation on the 15th, before he went to be with Jesus and it made such a difference and I will cherish the Holy Spirit’s letter, I read to him that day, and here it is, here below: I Called my brother, Brian White, and talked with him over an hour and a half. Then he started saying Yahweh wasn’t God’s names and that Jesus wasn’t his Son’s name and then I was tired of hearing this. Then he was also just saying over and over again how he just wanted to die, so I decided to end the call and walk on my treadmill.

Then I showered and as I was the Holy Spirit quickened me and told me why my brother wasn’t healed. Pure as day the Holy Spirit said because he has rejected my son Jesus Christ. If your brother would only, repent and call and seek after me I will raise him up and bring healing and wholeness to his bones and flesh. He needs to trust ME and stop trying to make excuses and let ME lead him and guide him into all truth, wisdom and knowledge.

He once believed in ME and sought after ME with all of his heart, soul and mind. Something happened and started to make him doubt ME and MY Holy Spirit. The devil comes but for to steal, kill and to destroy, but I come to bring life and life more abundantly says the Lord God Almighty. I AM the Way the Truth and the Life, anyone who seeks after Me they shall find Me. My sheep know My voice and they follow and search after Me. Anyone who reaches out to Me with their whole heart will find Me and not be lost. The only clause here is that you must believe, I AM who I say I AM. I and My Father are one in the same. My son Jesus/Yeshua said I come in My Father’s name. So if his name is Yeshua/ Jesus than that is also my name. (Whatever the name you call the Father applies to the Son, just like whatever name you call the Son, applies to the Father because they are ONE.) I have many names I go by. Don’t get all caught up in which name it is you need to say. That mess is all from the devil/satan and all of his demons. They are consistently trying to get all of my children distracted from what is truly important to Me and My Father which is in Heaven. Do not be consumed with what to call Me by. I AM that I AM, just like I told Mosheh/Moses when he asked Me what or who do I say told me this. God was telling Mosheh/Moses that every name was His and that He made everything and is indeed everywhere. There is no place that God doesn’t exist in our minds and thoughts. We need to just trust and obey and then trust and obey some more. Stop trying to figure God out because we just can’t with our finite minds and understanding.

I AM coming quickly says the Lord God and every eye that is looking for Me will see Me and every bride that has his or her oil lamps filled will not be left out, but will be there when the time of My return draws near. Come close to Me says God Almighty and don’t hesitate because there isn’t much more time. I love you My daughter’s and
my son’s. If you choose to walk and run after Me you choose very well. Don’t let your hearts be troubled and don’t let your hearts faint for truly I say come close to Me and hide up under the cleft of the rock underneath my sheltering wings. I will bring to pass everything that I have spoken to you here this day, say the Lord Almighty, King of King’s an Lord of Lord’s, Amen.

After asking my brother if I could read what the Holy Spirit had revealed to me while in the shower. He agreed to allow me to read it first then to wait and respond afterwards. This was not easy by no means to do. I was so scared but God had told me that if I didn’t do it, I would have regrets and never really know what would of happened. So I agree and decided to trust God who has never led me astray and has always had my back. So I progressed and started reading the Holy Spirit words given to me several hours before. Took me that long to be obedient to the Holy Spirit. I’m still a very much a work in progress and will be till the day, I go to be with my Lord.

I read it all and to my amazement I had found out that I was on speaker phone in his hospital room and the whole family, meaning his 4 daughters and whoever else was also listening to me read. My brothers response was “so what’s wrong with any of this or that.” I said well for one thing you don’t believe that Jesus Christ is God’s son and that He saved you. You deny that He died on the cross and that He shed His blood for you and I…etc. Then to my amazement his oldest daughter chimed in and said , “Uh, Dad aunt Karen is right. You don’t believe any of this, that she has said or read to you.” Brian then spoke out, “I DON’T.” Amy, his oldest daughter responded again and said “No dad you don’t, you haven’t for a very long time. You get on to everyone who just mention Jesus.” Brian then said, “Well I DO NOW”, and then I’m just doing the Hallelujah dance in my head and saying, thank you, Holy Spirit for giving me this Word in the shower to help bring the change in my brother’s heart before you healed him and took him home to be with you. God thank you, for not giving up on me in teaching me some valuable lessons in obeying you in being a good student/disciple for your Kingdom.

God I praise you that my brother died and left none of us wondering where he would spend eternity, unlike what happened when my earthly father died. God thank you for loving me so very much to have not made me worry or be not sure where my brother would be. What a gracious loving God you are. You truly love your creation and all of your children. Help us Lord to always be listening to your still small voice, even when in the shower or on the white throne, lol 


Image may contain: 1 personObituary for Brian L. White
White, Brian L.,
Saginaw Twp., Michigan
Formerly of Lansing, MI

Beloved father, grandfather, brother and uncle passed away on Thursday, March 24, 2016, at Covenant Medical Center-Cooper, following a long battle with heart disease. Age 65 years. Brian was born on May 4, 1950, in Lansing, to the late Eugene and Althea (Wilson) White. Prior to his disabilities, Brian was employed at General motors, Sparrow Hospital, and Meijer warehouse. His hobbies included swimming, basketball, tennis, reading, shopping, spending time with his children and grandchildren, and singing to the Lord.

Surviving to cherish his memory are his four daughters, Amy (Dwayne) White, Kellie White, Shelley White, and Sherrie White; three grandchildren, Ronnie Banda, Nicholas Banda, and one on the way, Emilio; brothers and sisters, Richard White, Gary (Alice) White, Charlene (Bill) Steadman and Karen (Chris) Verschage; several nieces and nephews and a special friend, Marilyn Rosas and her son Philip. Brian was preceded in death by his nephew Brian White.

In accordance with Brian’s wishes, cremation has taken place and a private family remembrance will be held at a later date.

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Sounding Praise to the Lord Jesus Christ