Category Archives: Intimate Moments with God


Sunday, January 6, 2019 @ 10:30 am.

Woke up from my comfy bed this morning and the first thing the Lords says to me is “Spend time with Me”. There was a reply from me, but I chose to leave it out. What I want for you all to do is, is fill in the blank page with your respond to the Lord Jesus, for yourself. Tell HIM your heart and what it is that is troubling you or what it is that you need God to work out on your behalf this very morning/moment for such a time as this.  I know for me, I didn’t have to think very hard before things just came flooding in from all 4 corners of my mind. Sometimes the Lord just wants us to be quiet before HIM and let HIM do all the talking and other times HE just listens to us and hears our heart cries and tells us child it’s going to be alright. Just trust ME to have your back. Just trust ME the one who holds the whole world in the palms of my hands.  Sometimes, HE just wants to hold and cuddle us like we like to be held and cuddled. Sometimes, HE just wants for us to pay attention to HIM and give HIM quality time like we like sometimes. You know my friends it’s not always about the length/quantity of time we spend together with someone that counts but the quality of time well spent with them.

Is our relationship with Father God, Quality time or Quantity time? Do we think if we read a bunch of pages in the bible in the morning or before we go to bed and get a quick prayer in that we are doing something great/grand? Maybe we should think about this a bit longer. How, about in our relationships with others. Do we want to just do, do, do all day and go, go, go all day and at the end wonder what in the world did I even accomplish but to keep busy and never accomplish really anything but say I was with this person or that person and they should just be happy about it.

I’m starting to rethink a few things and areas of my life, by hearing this, statement/question come from the LORD the other day.  AM, I spending the time with HIM that HE desires or that I desire to give to HIM? This brings up another good thought. I was just talking with someone the other day on the phone.  This person asked me why that they had to always call me. I thought very quickly and my response back was because I thought that is how you wanted it, because you are always so busy.  Then the person said I wasn’t trying to make you feel bad. I brought this up because sometimes in life we allow ourselves to be so, so busy that we haven’t the time to do this friendship/relationship the right way.  Sometimes we keep doing what we think is right without asking the other person how that it is making them feel. We start taking advantage without sometimes even recognizing what were doing. In the process we end up hurting the ones we say that we love and adore.  I think that is what God is trying to get across to me this morning back on the 6th of January.  People and friends, look how much God loves you and I.  He has taken the time to commune with me, to tell me His heart while I was still laying on my comfy bed all cozy just waiting/listening to hear the voice of my Father, before I put my feet to the floor to start my busy day.

How does this have anything to do with anything, someone might ask.  I really can’t give you a answer other than what I say makes sense to me.  I know that when I sit back in my chair and have a book in my hand to read or if I’m just sitting and thinking about life with a drink of something in my hand.  I start to wander off in my mind to a place of loneliness maybe or maybe to a happy place when I’ve had all of my children and family around at the same time. Or maybe a time when I was praying for someone and I saw the Lord heal and restore them to health by and through the HOLY SPIRIT. We can take authority over what we think by not allowing our minds to go to those places.  We  need to be consciously aware at all times that the enemy is real, and would just love for us to go on a warpath down the wrong avenue of our minds.  We can direct where we decide where to launch our thoughts and where we lay down to rest them.  Life is a journey and I’m liking this journey more and more everyday that I take the responsibility for my actions and of my consequences for them. God promises to be with us always and that I’m very thankful for, trust me.   This is something to ponder on and I would like to challenge each of you to challenge yourselves as well.  This is way more than I expected to say but I feel that the Lord guided me here to share more of what I’m about. I’m no better than anyone here reading this blog. I’m just thankful that God chose to use me to help someone, if only one, blessings and shalom. Love you all very much.


Wednesday, March 3, 2018 @ 8:30 am.

I had woke up this morning and I had one of my blogs open, “Follow Me, Live Out My Torah” (Part 1 & Part 2), published on Wednesday, March 2, 2016 @3:16 am.


As  I read both of them again and I put my phone down on my bed, and laid there a moment, I felt led to pray in my God-given prayer language.  As I did, something quite spectacular happened as it has on several other occasions.  I went from just speaking to singing in this incredible intermixing of other languages that I’ve never ever encountered quite like this, because they are all so unique.  Some of them were quite amazing, but I couldn’t speak them again unless God allows me to.  Because they as well, as all of them, aren’t and weren’t learned.  One of them sounded like an Indian tongue that one would hear at a Pow Wow, where they would sing/chant with their drums around a fire.  But I’m just assuming and guessing.

I don’t know if my husband heard what God was doing this time as before in the hotel in Belton, Texas, or if he was praying himself in his office, on the other side of the trailer.  It doesn’t matter because I know what I felt and I know what my ears heard.  My body felt such peace lying on my bed, and I didn’t care if God ever stopped speaking through me.  Then all of a sudden, there was a repetition of the same words over and over again, but I can’t remember them now, but it was beautiful and I know God meant business by them.  As I just said that, it came to me that in whatever language it was, I was repeating over and over again, “HOLY, HOLY, HOLY, LORD GOD ALMIGHTY!” WOW!  That is so COOL, GOD.  Thank you for bringing that to my attention.


As I had quit speaking in the different languages, GOD gave me some words, and they are these:

  • Why are My people, My so-called church, so afraid to speak about My Torah,  My very Scriptures?
  • Why are they not hungry for My Words?
  • Why don’t they care about feasting around My table anymore?
  • Why don’t they love Me and practice the things I have given them to do?
  • Why have they forgotten their true love?
  • Why don’t they come and feast amongst My tables and do My feasts anymore?

In addition to these questions, I also heard Him ask:

  • Don’t they know that this is My heart and WHO I AM?
  • Don’t My people, My so-called church, have any respect for their Father in Heaven who created them for such a time as this, to bring pleasure to US?

These Times and Feasts are not for naught.  Each one has a purpose and a plan behind them, they always have.

  • Why is it that you, My people/My so-called church, are so afraid of them?
  • What makes you give up everything for all those worldly pagan festivals that you try and put My name to?
  • Don’t you read My very Words in Scripture/Torah that says they are an ABOMINATION and a SIN to COMMIT ADULTERY against your Father in Heaven?
  • Don’t you even know the First Commandment or the Second or the Third anymore?


You seem not to care about Me whom you say you are worshiping and serving at these pagan occult celebrations that you have brought into My Church.  NOT SO, I was never in them. You did that to gain numbers and people to make you look good to the world and others around you.  You people, who say you love Me, are lying fools and have NO PART OF ME, if you continue in your evil ways.


I AM a Holy God, and I must have a HOLY people without spot/wrinkle or blemish.  I have sent to you My Messengers to prepare you of this truth, in contrast to the lies which your ancestors have been feeding you for centuries.   It’s time to heed the call and listen up to them.  Drop all this foolishness and wise up, and start separating yourselves from the world.


It’s time to get back to the basics, read your Bibles from Genesis to Revelation, and leave nothing out and don’t add anything either.  What you see is what there is.  Don’t follow man’s view and religious interpretations, but follow and listen and be guided by My Holy Spirit/My Ruach HaKodesh, and allow Him THIS TIME to be your instructor, your tutor, to guide you into all Truth, Knowledge and Wisdom.


Invite Him to direct your footsteps and your path into all Truth set before you.  He will lead you to ME, and ONLY ME, says GOD ALMIGHTY, KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS, this very day.  STOP allowing the church doctrines and denominations from sending you to hell any more.  This has been the plan and deception from the beginning by satan/devil and his imps.  To plant one seed after another so that you wouldn’t even notice how cunning he really is.  But oh, trust your Father in Heaven today.


The Day is soon approaching, and you need not to be afraid, if you REPENT and do your first works over. Deny yourselves the evilness of this world, and turn your lives 100% over to US/ME. Be baptized and cleansed in water, and filled with My very Spirit that my daughter talked about in the beginning of this love letter to her.  Trust and Do all of this, for I love you all so dearly, and want for none of you to be left here to suffer the mass killings and tortures of the things to come.

Hold on tight to ME, My children/My church, and I AM your SALVATION and the LIGHT that all of you say you believe and trust in this day.  My people who trust Me and Love Me aren’t afraid to show it or live it.  They will do My Words and tell others My Words because they love Me and My Father, which art in Heaven, this very day, says GOD ALMIGHTY, KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS, this Day and for Always.


I do come QUICKLY, so don’t procrastinate like so many of you claim to do.  My sheep hear My Voice, and they Obey ME and Keep My COMMANDMENTS, and teach others also to do likewise.  It is a good thing to give praise unto the LORD and to sing praises unto the LORD Most High, Amen, God.  Wednesday, March 21,2018 @10:40 am.


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The Importance of Forgiveness

The following is a message that God spoke to me through His Spirit:

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

God impressed upon my heart that we should be willing to forgive anyone and everyone to bring peace to our lives and fellow friends and family.  God would say that He did no wrong against anyone, but at the same time, He loved us so very much that He was willing to give His One and Only Son to die an awful, painful death to bring reconciliation to a whole wide world because of the love He has for us.  How much more should we be willing to take the same application and be willing to imitate our Heavenly Father to bring about peace and reconciliation among our own husband and family who we say we love with all of our hearts?

God, You stand in the gap for all our husbands and sons because You know how prideful and stubborn they truly are, and I thank You, dear Yeshua (Jesus), that You love Your Bride so much that You have given us the strength and the power to love them, even when we feel they have gone and hurt us or make us feel lesser than we are.  God, it is your unrelentless love for us that give us the power and the strength to forgive, even when we don’t feel the need or want to.  Lord, thank You for putting Your heart in me to make me want to be more like You, Yeshua HaMashiakh (Jesus the Messiah), my Lord and my Savior.

God, pour out Your Ruach (Holy Spirit) on me like never before and allow me to know You like never before.  Lord, help me to be a servant for You, Yeshua (Jesus).  Teach me to walk in Your Truth and to follow and keep Your Torah and all Your commandments, Father God, because this is where true peace and rest comes from, because You, Yeshua (Jesus), are the Living Breathing Torah that God the Father has given us from the beginning.  Amen.  (10:50am)

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Know that I AM the LORD Your God

The following is a message that God spoke to me through His Spirit:

Saturday, Sept. 23, 2015

Know that I am the LORD your God am a faithful God, and I love you with so much love.  I died for each and every one of you, My children.   Don’t fear what people will say about you for I have overcome the world, and I am coming back for a people who are faithful to the end.

Don’t fret for I have chosen you to do greater things than I ever did, and because I love you, I want you to not listen to the enemy because he will try everything to get you side-tracked into paths and avenues that will lead you to destructive behaviors which will cause you, My children, to have so much guilt and shame that you will feel that you can’t be reclaimed by Me.  That is so not true, My beloved child of God.  There isn’t anything too hard for your Lord God to forgive.  Just give it to Me and trust Me and know that I have your back, My dear beloved sons/daughters of the Most High God, who made the heavens and the earth and all that is in it.

Just trust Me and know you are precious like diamonds and all precious stones.  Each and every one of you are unique and special to Me.  I wouldn’t have said so, if I didn’t mean it.  For I am not a man that I should lie, neither the son of man that I should repent.  I have come to this world to give you, My children, an abundance of life everlasting and to give you all that My heart is.  My heart is pure and refined as gold and sweet to the touch and smell.

I have called you out for such a time as this because I have seen your hearts’ cry and longing to see Me.  Know that I am right here waiting on My people to love each other and unite as one and fellowship like I desire My people to do.  I call for you to humble yourselves before Me and humble yourselves with outstretched hands to welcome all My children in to one place of worship to follow and obey My Torah and My commandments, which set you all apart from the world.  Seek Me, trust Me, for I am telling you the truth, says God Almighty.  (11:19am)


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God’s Healing Rest

God is still able to perform miracles today as he did back 2000 years ago when he walked among his disciples. This God I’m talking about is no respecter of persons. What He did for them He will also do for you and I. It’s a matter of trust and obedience to the one who created us. It’s a matter of believing and receiving that God is big enough and strong enough to handle all of our life difficulties and struggles. Last night I went to bed feeling mighty alone and wore out. Wondering what have I done to have caused such a feeling to arise up within me in such a small amount of time. So I prayed and sought God, and He responded with such love and mercy that it brought me to tears. He said, “Child of my Torah, you have done nothing wrong. You have just been going through another test and trial. I haven’t forsaken you like you have believed but have just been letting you love me on your own while I have stepped back and let you grow up and mature in my Word.”

The biggest point that I have received this morning from my daily talk with Yeshua/Jesus is that if we want to continually hear God’s voice clearly and understand His Word that He is telling His people, we need to not only read and study, but we also need to get plenty of rest and sleep to have our brains function properly to keep the lines of communication open and working. Our brains are no different than any other organ in our body.  If we neglect to take care of it,  it will soon start to fall apart and need some help.  All of our organs need to be working and functioning in order for us to be able to do God’s work . We can’t just expect for God to do a miracle every time something in our lives fall apart and break down.  He could but God is Sovereign and has given us a brain, and with that brain, He expects for us to use it.  LOL, God isn’t our genie in a bottle when things go bad. We say a little pray and wham there it is. You go and say a quick prayer and “abracadabra,” here you go child of God. Yes sometimes we get a quick manifestation, but it usually doesn’t happen or work that way.

When I realized that my emotions were starting to get the best of me, I quickly started to contemplate why and then I heard that still small voice once again saying, “What have you stopped doing that you were doing,” and quickly I ponder on that voice and suddenly I felt the presence of Yeshua/Jesus rest on me and said, “I’ve missed your early visits with me daughter.”  I remembered the Holy Spirit telling me that He would meet with me anywhere I wanted to meet with Him,  so I did exactly what I remembered to do,  and yes,  God is a gentleman and He always keeps His promises. So this morning after getting a good night’s rest and doing what I had remembered to do, God’s Holy Spirit met with me with comforting words of encouragement and reassurance that I had not done anything wrong, and He told me to keep following after His Torah and to not stray off the straight and narrow road. Too much of the world takes us on a path that leads to destructive behaviors and makes sin look pleasing to the eyes. What this spoke to me was that God is a God of love and He is looking and desiring for his children to woo after Him and imitate Him and to seek Him as He seeks after us.

God is a very jealous God and He does not take lightly to us having or putting anything before Him in our lives. We sometimes don’t think we do but He sees otherwise. It desperately breaks His heart when we don’t walk in the light that He has shown us to walk in.  Thank you Yeshua/Jesus for not doing away with your Torah but giving us a new understanding on how much you really do love each one of us. The problem is that not everyone is as willing as the next person and that makes you sad. Lord,  help us prepare our hearts and our lives to respond to your Holy Spirit to where we are willing to be active vessels used by you, Father God.  We need to choose you, Lord, each and every day of our lives, so that when we reach for the hem of your garment, we will be able to receive the healing you have for us.  Help us, Lord, to never forget how much you have taught us and to never give up on how important it is to seek you in our own secret place in our homes or wherever we make our abode. Thanks, Abba Father, for giving us your son Yeshua/Jesus to bring us eternal life for such a time as this.  I appreciate your kindness and your mercy, Lord Jesus, and I just want to thank you for your ultimate gift of your Son, Yeshua our Messiah.

Father, you give each and everyone the same opportunity to receive your love, grace, and mercy given by Yeshua/Jesus to become a son or daughter of your Torah. Yeshua/Jesus is the Living breathing Torah and everyone who comes thirsty and hungry is able to drink from your living well that never shall run dry.  Let’s all seek and find that living water today so that we may start this new year off right.  There isn’t a better gift you can give yourself or anyone else this year.  Jesus Christ is the ultimate gift that keeps giving.  He is always with us and never ever leaves us, nor forsakes us. Even when times get rough and our edges become ruffled, God is still there and listening to us. We need to keep our eyes and ears in tune with the small still voice of the Holy Spirit whispering in our ears, “Draw close to me and I will make you fishers of men. Child, don’t give up.  Time is but a vapor, and I am coming soon.  I love you, Amen.”


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