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Back on March 28, 2017 I had posted this. On the 24 is the day My brother Brian had passed away and went to be with his Lord/Savior/Master and Maker. Before he died the Holy Spirit gave me a word to tell him while we were living in Oklahoma City.

I posted this letter that the Holy Spirit had given to me last year but today I would like to share it again, to show everyone how good, just how great God’s love is for us all, amen.

Here I am talking to and about my brother Brian L. White, may He R.I.P. born on 5/4/1950 and died on 3/24/16.

We may not of had a whole lot of good times the last 20 years but we had a conversation on the 15th, before he went to be with Jesus and it made such a difference and I will cherish the Holy Spirit’s letter, I read to him that day, and here it is, here below: I Called my brother, Brian White, and talked with him over an hour and a half. Then he started saying Yahweh wasn’t God’s names and that Jesus wasn’t his Son’s name and then I was tired of hearing this. Then he was also just saying over and over again how he just wanted to die, so I decided to end the call and walk on my treadmill.

Then I showered and as I was the Holy Spirit quickened me and told me why my brother wasn’t healed. Pure as day the Holy Spirit said because he has rejected my son Jesus Christ. If your brother would only, repent and call and seek after me I will raise him up and bring healing and wholeness to his bones and flesh. He needs to trust ME and stop trying to make excuses and let ME lead him and guide him into all truth, wisdom and knowledge.

He once believed in ME and sought after ME with all of his heart, soul and mind. Something happened and started to make him doubt ME and MY Holy Spirit. The devil comes but for to steal, kill and to destroy, but I come to bring life and life more abundantly says the Lord God Almighty. I AM the Way the Truth and the Life, anyone who seeks after Me they shall find Me. My sheep know My voice and they follow and search after Me. Anyone who reaches out to Me with their whole heart will find Me and not be lost. The only clause here is that you must believe, I AM who I say I AM. I and My Father are one in the same. My son Jesus/Yeshua said I come in My Father’s name. So if his name is Yeshua/ Jesus than that is also my name. (Whatever the name you call the Father applies to the Son, just like whatever name you call the Son, applies to the Father because they are ONE.) I have many names I go by. Don’t get all caught up in which name it is you need to say. That mess is all from the devil/satan and all of his demons. They are consistently trying to get all of my children distracted from what is truly important to Me and My Father which is in Heaven. Do not be consumed with what to call Me by. I AM that I AM, just like I told Mosheh/Moses when he asked Me what or who do I say told me this. God was telling Mosheh/Moses that every name was His and that He made everything and is indeed everywhere. There is no place that God doesn’t exist in our minds and thoughts. We need to just trust and obey and then trust and obey some more. Stop trying to figure God out because we just can’t with our finite minds and understanding.

I AM coming quickly says the Lord God and every eye that is looking for Me will see Me and every bride that has his or her oil lamps filled will not be left out, but will be there when the time of My return draws near. Come close to Me says God Almighty and don’t hesitate because there isn’t much more time. I love you My daughter’s and
my son’s. If you choose to walk and run after Me you choose very well. Don’t let your hearts be troubled and don’t let your hearts faint for truly I say come close to Me and hide up under the cleft of the rock underneath my sheltering wings. I will bring to pass everything that I have spoken to you here this day, say the Lord Almighty, King of King’s an Lord of Lord’s, Amen.

After asking my brother if I could read what the Holy Spirit had revealed to me while in the shower. He agreed to allow me to read it first then to wait and respond afterwards. This was not easy by no means to do. I was so scared but God had told me that if I didn’t do it, I would have regrets and never really know what would of happened. So I agree and decided to trust God who has never led me astray and has always had my back. So I progressed and started reading the Holy Spirit words given to me several hours before. Took me that long to be obedient to the Holy Spirit. I’m still a very much a work in progress and will be till the day, I go to be with my Lord.

I read it all and to my amazement I had found out that I was on speaker phone in his hospital room and the whole family, meaning his 4 daughters and whoever else was also listening to me read. My brothers response was “so what’s wrong with any of this or that.” I said well for one thing you don’t believe that Jesus Christ is God’s son and that He saved you. You deny that He died on the cross and that He shed His blood for you and I…etc. Then to my amazement his oldest daughter chimed in and said , “Uh, Dad aunt Karen is right. You don’t believe any of this, that she has said or read to you.” Brian then spoke out, “I DON’T.” Amy, his oldest daughter responded again and said “No dad you don’t, you haven’t for a very long time. You get on to everyone who just mention Jesus.” Brian then said, “Well I DO NOW”, and then I’m just doing the Hallelujah dance in my head and saying, thank you, Holy Spirit for giving me this Word in the shower to help bring the change in my brother’s heart before you healed him and took him home to be with you. God thank you, for not giving up on me in teaching me some valuable lessons in obeying you in being a good student/disciple for your Kingdom.

God I praise you that my brother died and left none of us wondering where he would spend eternity, unlike what happened when my earthly father died. God thank you for loving me so very much to have not made me worry or be not sure where my brother would be. What a gracious loving God you are. You truly love your creation and all of your children. Help us Lord to always be listening to your still small voice, even when in the shower or on the white throne, lol 


Image may contain: 1 personObituary for Brian L. White
White, Brian L.,
Saginaw Twp., Michigan
Formerly of Lansing, MI

Beloved father, grandfather, brother and uncle passed away on Thursday, March 24, 2016, at Covenant Medical Center-Cooper, following a long battle with heart disease. Age 65 years. Brian was born on May 4, 1950, in Lansing, to the late Eugene and Althea (Wilson) White. Prior to his disabilities, Brian was employed at General motors, Sparrow Hospital, and Meijer warehouse. His hobbies included swimming, basketball, tennis, reading, shopping, spending time with his children and grandchildren, and singing to the Lord.

Surviving to cherish his memory are his four daughters, Amy (Dwayne) White, Kellie White, Shelley White, and Sherrie White; three grandchildren, Ronnie Banda, Nicholas Banda, and one on the way, Emilio; brothers and sisters, Richard White, Gary (Alice) White, Charlene (Bill) Steadman and Karen (Chris) Verschage; several nieces and nephews and a special friend, Marilyn Rosas and her son Philip. Brian was preceded in death by his nephew Brian White.

In accordance with Brian’s wishes, cremation has taken place and a private family remembrance will be held at a later date.

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Monday, January 29, 2018 @ 5:09 am.

The Lord Jesus woke Me with the words, “I AM the LORD that healeth thee.  Come before Me, walk before Me and into My arms of love and refreshing, and let Me heal you,” thus say the LORD God of Israel this very day.   Trust Me, know that I love you, My sons and My daughters of My Torah.  Walk before Me, says God, and I will take you by the hand and lead you down My Torah.  Walk before Me says God and I will take you by the hand and lead you down, My narrow way/road, and draw you by My side.


I will comfort you this very day/morning, and give to you My healing, My balm of Gilead, and touch you with this healing, that is in My flesh that I took for you upon the tree so long ago on Calvary.  This beating and lashes that I suffered, bled and died for you was worth it, My child/children.  Because it was what My Father so desired for Me to endure, so that He could keep covenant with Abraham your Father this very day.   Hold on to everything that My Word says that I AM and hold tight because people will come from the left and right to try and disqualify what I had suffered upon the cross and will even say it did not even happen.  That it was just some fairytale of long ago to comfort one’s weary soul. Not so, and so not true.  It happened just like My Word tells you it did.  Not one jot or tittle shall pass away from My Scriptures, My Torah, My Word until Heaven and Earth pass away.   So since Heaven and Earth are still here in your mist, so are My commandments and all of My Words/Sayings to a thousand generations.


Why My children, who say you love Me,  is it so hard for you to comprehend?  It’s not that hard to understand.  Even a small child given the time to read it could understand and not be led astray.  Oh you Pharisees, you say you believe the Scriptures, but you keep turning and twisting the Scriptures to please your own doctrines and times to comfort and pad your own pockets.  You Hypocrites, stop it.  Don’t you get it, don’t you understand what you are doing to My precious children, My lambs?  You are stealing eternal life from them, because of your greediness and pride and arrogance.  You vipers and self righteous back stabbers, stop leading My children /lambs to the wide road which leads to death and the flames of fire where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth for all of eternity with fire and brimstone.


You think this is just all figurative, but you’re wrong, so wrong.  This is very literal and it will happen just as My Word /Scripture/Torah states time and time again.  Just read My God-breathed Word that My Father gave Me to speak to you from the very beginning of time.  Bereshith, “In the beginning,'” was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  The same was in the Beginning with God, and there was not anything that was made that I hadn’t spoken.  The Word was made flesh and dwelt among men, and His own did not receive Him.  I AM HE, Jesus/Joshua/Yeshua.  I AM that I AM who spoke to Moshe back when He called to Me in the burning bush on the mountain top.  I AM is that to complicated for you to understand?


I AM in and all the way through the Old Testament.  My Father wrote of Me and never hid Me away.  He wanted you to know how much He loved Me and wanted to love you.  My Commandments are NOT grievous or burdensome, just the opposite.  They are My Father’s love letters to you to show you how you can be prosperous and have blessings to overflowing.  They are not to cause you harm but only good, if you choose to connect with US and allow My Father’s love to wrap Himself up in your arms and carry you to places you could only imagine or dream you could go.  Dreams, My children are good, but reality and the here and now realm is so much cooler than just dreaming something and then waking up to being in the same place with only bits and pieces to remember.


I have come to bring each and every one of My Father’s creations to life and to give it exceedingly abundantly more than you could ever ask, think or dream it to be.  My Father has mansions for each of you to behold, but mansions in His eyes differ from what you, My children, think and perceive them to be.  Don’t be disappointed because in time, you will see that My Words describes to the T/letter exactly what I have promised to you, and you will be happy beyond belief.  It is a beautiful place and WE want all of you to behold it.  Not with your natural eyes, but with your New Heavenly bodies that will not corrupt and get old and die, like these earthly suits that you are in right now.  Trust US for there is so much, My children, We want to share and tell you.  Prepare the way for this to take hold.


Keep telling and sharing My Gospel, not the “Gospel of Health, Wealth and Prosperity,” like so many teachers in the past and even so today are teaching about.  These are fake and phony.  They are hypocrites, liars, thieves and robbers of My precious children’s money.   For I AM the one who blesses you, and I AM the one who also send to you the plagues and the curses.  I AM a Loving Father, and if you believe My Words, you know that already.  I AM the Bright and Morning Star and the Lion of the Tribe of Judah, and I AM coming back for My Bride that is following My written Words and also practicing them.  If you want to be blessed, then do what they say and stop saying they are too hard and difficult.


My people lack for knowledge and wisdom.  Oh, My children, if you would only seek after My Righteousness, peace and Joy, you would not falter or fall away by every scheme of the enemy, the devil and his imps.  I tell you the TRUTH,  in that day you will say, “Is that what we fell for?  Is he who we desired more than the Holy Righteous One, who loved us so much that He gave His one and only begotten Son to die such a traumatic, horrific death on the tree/cross to be laughed at and scoffed at?”  Oh, how cruel and unholy generation that you have become.  It is becoming much like the times of Sodom and Gomorrah.  You wicked and perverse generation, how long is it going to take for you to see that My Father and your Father in Heaven loves you more than you’ll ever know?


Do you not want your children to love you and call you “Daddy” or even “Mommy”?  Wake up children/creation, before your time on this life is over.  You don’t know how much time you have, so stop playing charades and stop gambling .  For thus says God Almighty,  My time is soon approaching, and My time is soon at hand.  Will you be one of My faithful ones or will you continue to still do things your way, and say it is I who gave Me this wealth, it was I who got this and I who got that.  You continue to think that and continue to feed your pride and self righteousness.


You know the truth because I AM the truth, the Light and the Way.  Anyone who follows after Me will find Me, and those who choose to follow their own selfish pride will lose their life and will burn in hell’s flames for all of eternity.   I desire for you ALL to choose My Father and Me.  Let US pour out Our Holy Spirit upon you and fill you with such peace you will never regret.  For He is yours for just the asking.  That is why I had to leave and return to My Father.  So that I could send back to you the Holy Spirit to fill you and live inside of you to help you and comfort you in the hard times here on the earth, I created for you and all the families of the world to resign and live.


Remember, there is nothing too hard for you to understand.   Just pray and ask the Holy Spirit to fill you, and He will just as you received Me (Jesus) into your heart.  You can also receive the Holy Spirit to lead and guide you into all TRUTH.  It’s not too hard; it is so simple.  Just trust and obey, for there’s no other way to be happy in Jesus but to trust and obey.  Be whole and well this day, My children, and live in the blessings of My Kingdom today.  It is never to late until it is too late.  I give life and I take it back.


Believe in Me, Trust in Me,  for out of Me flows rivers of living waters that will never run dry., says God Almighty King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

Monday, January 29, 2018 @6:22 am.


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Come to Me, ALL of You Who are Heavy Laden!

Sunday, January 28, 2018 @ 5:23 am


“Come to me, all of you who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest,” says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  “Trust me, your God, for I know your future from the very beginning.   I knew you before your mother gave birth to you.  How marvelous you are to Me and My Father.   I hold the whole universe in My hands.  There is nothing that I cannot do for you, My child.  Yes, I have healed you, and yes, I want to continue to heal and restore each and every one you come in contact with to show My love and faithfulness to a thousand generations.


I am a loving Father, and I love to bestow good gifts upon My children who call out to Me.  I am no respecter of persons.  For I do love each one of you, I do.  Some of you have done much in pleasing Me and My Father which art in Heaven.  You have come to Me on bended knees and proclaimed your love for Us and have desired the good things from My Words.  You have chosen the riches from My Words.  The treasure will I pour out of My heart to you this day.  For you have found favor with God and with man.


I have anointed you for such a time as this. Don’t be afraid and doubt, for verily I say unto you, My son and My daughter of My Torah, I do want to bless you two exceedingly, abundantly above all that you can ask or think or even imagine.  I want for you to keep trusting and obeying your Heavenly Father to give you the desires of your heart’s cry.  Nothing is out of our reach, so desire BIG and ask for whatever you want, for you are My children, and you are precious in our sight, and you are doing a great job.  You have been faithful in the small tasks, so here I am wanting to bless you like any good Father does His children who are obedient and honors and obeys his father and mother.


What father or mother wouldn’t lay down for their child if they could save its life?  That My son and daughter is exactly what I did for you the day so long ago on the Hill of Golgotha.  I cried out to My Father and said, “If there is any other way.  Not My Will, but your will be done.”  I knew there was no other way, but I just knew the path was here, and I needed My Father, for I knew My death would break His heart.  But He loved His creation so very much that He was willing to allow His one and only Son to be put to such a cruel death for the sake of winning you all back from the sin that happened in the garden so long ago.


Trust Me, nothing hurts My Father and your Father more than to see one of His children hurting.  But listen to Me, it is not feasible to think that We can fix everything like you think We can.  Even though My one and only Son died for you, you still live in a broken down world that is corrupted by sin, guilt and shame.  We can heal and We do, but it is your choice to believe and trust and have the faith of that tiny mustard seed.  You’ve seen how tall that bush/tree can grow.  Just call out to Us and without doubting, and trust Us that We want to make your life full to overflowing.  Don’t get all wrapped up in the if’s what’s and how’s that it comes to be.  That is beyond your intellect.


Remember to not forget to read, study and regurgitate My Words I have set in front of you.  Obey them, follow them, ponder on them, and memorize them for there comes a day when you will not have them with you.  Oh what a sad day when that day arrives.  So many of My children will not make it, for out of fear and disbelief, they will take the mark that I have told them not to take.


They don’t take Me seriously, but I tell you the truth, in that day you will wish you hadn’t ever been born.  It is a terrible, terrible day, so prepare yourselves and don’t listen to teachers who try to water down the truth to pack their wallets and make for themselves treasures here on this earth.  They have their reward already.  Woe to them who lead My lambs astray.  They will account for their actions on that great day which is not far from you, My children of My TORAH, who are faithful to My words and believe them and teach others to obey and follow as well.


My dear children, hold on to your faith, even when it gets hard and even harder for that day is soon approaching.  I love you so much.  My relationship with My children needs to grow and grow as the day approaches, for you will need to hear My sweet voice calling you to come home, you who are faithful servants of My Kingdom.  Yes, I am going to be reigning on My Father’s throne in My holy city Jerusalem one day very soon.  Don’t be alarmed, but trust Me that what I tell you is truth, thus says God.   Sunday, January 28, 2018 at 6:17 am.

“I AM Your Creator, Your God”

On the morning of May 18, 2017, the Holy Spirit awoke me, and this is what He told me to write down. And then, after I wrote it, I read it to my husband, and as I was reading it, God healed me. My prayer is that as you also read this, that God would touch you as well.


I AM your Creator, your God. I have not changed, I AM the same yesterday, today and forever. Why is it that everyone wants to put Me inside their own little boxes and put Me, their God, on a shelf to gather and collect dust? I will not have it. I AM not some toy that you can collect or just throw to the side when you no longer want to play with ME, says God Almighty.  I AM your Father in Heaven and I AM the Light of the World, and I can’t put up with such nonsense from MY people who say they love Me.

I have MY ways, MY standards, that I must uphold to keep balanced to subdue everything which I have placed into Orbit from the beginning of time, says the Lord God Almighty. If one thing steps out of line/orbit, it would cause a catastrophe that you couldn’t even fathom with your intellect.

I AM the Most High God and I AM Holy, for thus saith the Lord God Almighty, I need for My People to wake up and shake the dust from off of their feet and follow Me and serve Me like never before because I AM coming back very soon and My so- called children of God will be left behind if they don’t start choosing today to follow and seek after Righteousness and Holiness today, says God of the universe.

My chosen people Israel are my heart and the apple of My eye. For such a time as this, I say unto you, get up off your lazy butts, bohinds, and start walking the walk that I’ve called My church, My People, to walk. It’s not an easy walk or path, but it is the one that I have chosen for each one of you to walk, and that is what I want for you to do. Stop giving Me all of your excuses as to why you can’t do what I’ve called you to do for such a time as this. Stop using your circumstances and reasonings why, stop procrastinating and putting limits on Me, say God, for I have such high standards for all of My children, whether or not you think you are able or capable of doing them.

I came to this world to change things up and to make things brighter and doable. Strengthen yourselves and draw your power from Me, your God, to show you and tell you everything that you will have need to drive the enemy away from your lives today. He is nothing to be afraid of, if you continue to walk in My Torah/My Scriptures, My Child.  It is only difficult and hard to do or accomplish when you take your eyes off of Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  I AM your Prince of Peace, your Bright Morning Star in the darkness. Turn your eyes on Me and everything that was will be as it should be. Just as in a twinkling of an eye, everything is going to be changed from what you will ever remember, My dearly beloved ones who are not afraid to be different from the world as you see it to be today.

My love for you is beautiful and pure just as our Heavenly Father is Holy and Pure and Righteous . My children, behold this day in the Heavenlies, I proclaim you Holy, if you will choose to Obey Me/Us and do as We have commanded before the world existed. To obey and be Righteous as your Father and I are Holy and Righteous. There cannot be any Unholiness or Unrighteousness in My Kingdom. If you are to be with Us, you must live a Holy, Pure Life before your friends and your families there on the earth I created for you to be. If you cannot be Holy amongst your own people, how do you expect to live amongst your Heavenly Father in Heaven who is Pure and Holy without a Blemish?

Remember My Son, Yeshua Ha Mashiach (Jesus Christ), who I sent to you as a baby to live and die to bring about Hope to a lost hurting world. He too was Holy and Pure and without Blemish, even up to his death and resurrection. He is still Pure and Blemish-free in human form, just like I submit to you this day to be before Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords. You say this is impossible, and I say, “Garbage,. You can be Holy, Pure and Righteous, if you, My child, seek and choose to be. If you choose to walk and follow after Me, you can do all things like I did when I was living amongst you, and even greater because I left and sent My Holy Spirit to live inside you to help you and to comfort you with divine remembrance. All you have to do to get this is to seek Me, your God, with all of your heart, mind and soul.

Follow after Righteousness, My Torah/Scriptures, which will teach and tell you all that you will ever need to know. Just walk in My footsteps, and I will show you and guide you into all truth, wisdom, and knowledge, says God Almighty, your soon- awaiting King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I say this to inform you, not to scare you, because greater AM I in all the world than anything that the enemy could lie to you and keep you from Me, says God.

There will be times that he satan will try to put doubts and fears into your hearts, but beware of him, for they are just that, lies from the pit of hell. Be on your guard, My children, My people, for out of the abundance of your heart your mouth will speak – Words of life or words of death – which ones will come to life in your mortal bodies?”


I perceive to hear the Words of God on my spirit, and I proclaim words of life over me this morning, Jesus. Thank you for speaking to your daughter and giving me the hope I need to continue to follow and serve you here on the Cocopah East REZ. God, You are an amazing Father, and I love you for sharing with me Your heart like never before. You, O Lord, are my King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I praise You for giving me, Your daughter, Your words of love and mercy this early Thursday morning, 5/18/17 @6:14 am. , Praise you, Jesus, Todah/Thank you.



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