Category Archives: Get to know Me your God


Sunday, June 23, 2019 @ 10:20 am.

Just woke up after several times getting up through the night when I heard in my spirit, God say, “Playing God with your body is not a good thing to do.”  When I heard this in my mind, it wasn’t audible,  but it is like the Holy Spirit just placed it there in my mind, just as someone would set a table for dinner.  It was like God wanted for me to know this, and to pass it along for others to know as well.

“Holy Spirit,” I prayed, “please express yourself more on this. Tell us your heart, so that I can be your messenger with more details of who you are.”  Then as I spoke this, the Holy Spirit says,


You are each born with a set of your own chromosomes, which comprise your DNA, which make you who you are, either a male with XY chromosomes or a female with XX chromosomes .  Your Lord God doesn’t make mistakes, My people.  I AM who I AM, and that is who I AM, My children.  What I AM is why you are who you are this day.  You all are made in My Image and I like it this way.


Why do you have the audacity to try and change yourselves?  Don’t you know that you are playing with fire and will get burnt, My child/people?  You can not just wake up one day after being hurt by life, and then blame Me, your Creator, by what someone else imposed on you, because they too had been hurt by life and have blamed Me, their Creator God, for not helping them and fixing them from the inside out.  They refused to listen to My small still voice of My Holy Spirit trying to redirect them into listening to Me, their Holy God.

That is what I wanted to do all along, but they weren’t listening anymore than you are right now, My child, who is racing so hard at trying to fix himself or herself, and trying to make it all better.  It’s time to wake up and smell the coffee, so to speak. Yes, I know that there are those who still don’t drink the stuff and that’s okay, but what I am trying to tell you all is that you can’t fix your brokenness yourselves, and not even the earthly doctors will be able to completely fix you either.

Oh, they can do what they’re trained in and do a rather good job at times, but they’re not the one who formed,designed and knitted you all together, even all the intricate pieces of you, and made you just who you are, a man or a woman after My own heart, just like I said that David was to Me.  And you can also be so, My people.


You are exactly who I intended for you to be, whether you will accept Me as real or not, it doesn’t make a difference.  I don’t exist just because you say that I don’t.  I exist because I am God and that is who I am,  My sons and My daughters of My Holy Torah/Scriptures.  My Torah, My Scriptures, tell you exactly who I am and what I desire, My likes and My dislikes, as well as what will happen if you accept Me, and what will happen if you reject Me and My Torah/Scriptures.


Wouldn’t you, My people, like to be blessed and not cursed?  Wouldn’t you like to have freedom without living in SIN and BONDAGE to life where you live?  Doesn’t the life you been living without Me been getting to feel like HELL itself?  Why would you want to continue this way for the rest of your lives?  You can change it, My people, who say you are Mine and those who have even recently rejected Me, their ONE TRUE GOD of HEAVEN AND EARTH and of the entire universe, who can hear and seek ME.  Yes, I am wherever you claim that you can go to explore and beyond.


I am infinity, and I am the author and finisher of your faith.  I am what and who I say that I am.  I can change you in less than a second, a blink of an eye, if you would just acknowledge Me as your Most Holy God who loves you unconditionally.  You must acknowledge Me and accept Me as your Lord God of Heaven and of Earth this day for Me/Us to start you on this extravagant journey of a life time.  You must REPENT and turn around from your nonsense you’ve been living and let Me, your One True God, who died on the cross for you over 2,000 years ago to make ATONEMENT for you, and to make what was taken away from you whole and new again.


My sons and My daughters, you don’t have to live like this anymore.  Let what I did for you on My own cross be sufficient for you and heal you.  Stop blaming this person and that person for why you aren’t well.  Yes, they did all those things, but that isn’t your finish, you can be whole in and through Me, if you would and will accept Me as your Lord/King and Master, so that I can bring to you healing and restoration through My very Holy Spirit, which was given and poured out for you, in the UPPER ROOM, so long ago with My Apostles and Disciples, and all others who would wait and accept Me as their Lord and Savior.  Yeshua/ Jesus is My name, and I love each and everyone of you here this Sunday, on which day most of you worship, not knowing it is not My Sabbath, but was enforced upon you long ago by the Roman Catholic Church.


My people should worship Me at all times, but they are commanded to Remember and Keep My Holy Sabbath Forever, and this is not a suggestion, My chosen elect, but a Command, so don’t ever forget this.  My Covenant has been taken from tables of stones and placed on the inside of you, My children, so that you can do and keep them.

They are NO longer hard for you as stone is but soft and pliable as your flesh is.  They are always with you, like My Holy Spirit is, if you have accepted who that I am, the Son of the Living God, up in Heaven this very day.  Yes, Earth is My footstool.


I am always right with you all, My children, people.  I’m just knocking at your heart’s door, but first you must turn the knob and open it for Me, your Holy God, to come into you and sup with you.  It’s all that simple: just open the door, My child.  It doesn’t have to be scary.

I AM a loving, Holy God, who loves to bestow good things to His children, who run and seek after Him.  There isn’t anything too hard or out of My reach for you this very day.  Just open up your hearts and lives to Me, and I will fill you up to overflowing to where there will not be enough baskets or bottles to contain them all.  There is so much I want to tell and share with you here this day.  Open up yourselves wide, so that I can fill your life to overflowing that I just talked about.  For I love you, My sons and daughters of My Holy Scriptures.


I am the same yesterday, today and forever, just like My Word says that I am.  I am also a very Holy God, who cannot allow SIN to enter where I am.  So kick off the sin that is plaguing you this day.  Turn from this sin, that is an abomination in My sight, and bow your knee to Me, your Creator, your Heavenly Father, and seek Me with your whole heart, that you seem to think and believe is good, but is not; instead, it is full of wickedness and evil.


Give Me your broken hearts of sin and disgust, and let Me, your Holy God, transform you all this very day that the church worships Me, and I will come into you and give you this peace that surpasses all understanding, My child/children, and I will make you whole and in My image once again.

You, My child, are loved and are not broken in My eyes/sight.  That is the devil/satan and his imps feeding you those lies.  Plead My precious blood upon you and claim Me as your Lord/Savior and your Salvation, and I will make all things new and come alive in you in just the twinkling of an eye, My newly born–again child/convert, says God.   Sunday, June 23, 2019 @ 11:25 am.


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Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 8:11 am.

God wakes me up to “Not everything is good for you.”


My respond and prayer back was, “Okay, I know this already, so why wake me up to tell me what I already know, my God, my Adonai?  What did I eat or do yesterday that made you tell me this?  I had been fasting, I know, to get closer to YOU, and because it was PURIM, I had decided to stop for the day to celebrate with my husband and daughter and the Congregation we were attending that evening. We had even gone as far as getting our free cone from Dairy Queen before the party of PURIM started. I know that You, GOD, like festivities because You have given to us seven of them in Your Torah, and if You count Purim and Hanukkah, there are nine of them.”


At first, when I posted this LOVE LETTER, I didn’t see the connection between these two postings, even though they were given to me on the same day, after I had prayed and asked for understanding.  Then as I pondered and prayed over this sentence “Not everything is good for you,” I realized that God was telling me that even though Purim is a Great Time to re-focus and remember what had happened long ago, and how Esther/Hadassah was a picture of Me (Christ Jesus) and was able to save her people from being exterminated and wiped off the face of the earth.

Through this, God is saying and was trying to show me that OUR RELATIONSHIP needs to be even more important than anything, even any party or festival.  That I need to remember to continue to stay faithful to Him, even when the people in your life around you are seeming to enjoy themselves and party it all up.  The moral of this now has become very clear to me, and I pray that you can all see it as well and can learn as I have come to appreciate the love of my Heavenly Father and King of Kings and Lord of Lords this very day, April 1, 2019.

Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 1:32 pm.

I was dozing off while reading my book, Lionness Arising.  My eyes were getting, oh so tired, and then God, through His Holy Spirit, says,


I have not called you to do something hard but not something simple either, but to just do what My WILL is for each and everyone of you here this day.  I have called you to do My purpose, My plan, to get what I want done, but for all the world to know and to see this very day, right where I have called each of you to be everywhere, where you are located and live, for such a time as this.


Yes, you are all celebrating My PURIM where you are living.  You are doing a great thing celebrating and making melodies to the freedom that was brought to My Jewish people from all over the world in their day.  I AM so very happy that I have people, still even today, who get excited about this FREEDOM, this very VICTORY, that My children were given to set them free from the bondage and slavery in such a time as that which was back in Shushan where Queen Hadassah/Esther lived at in that time and space.  There was such a time of peace, but then much hardship for them like they never knew. How would you all feel if everytime you went out to do something that you feared for your life and livelihood?


That was what it was like for them, the Jews, back in the reign of King Ahasuerus/ Xerxes before Queen Esther was brought into the King’s Chambers that very day.  Yes, I AM not mentioned anywhere in this, for so many reasons.  I have not even the slightest mention of My Holy name to let you know that I am still quite apparent, even if I am not.  I don’t have to be mentioned to know that I exist, My people, My children.  I exist, even when I don’t appear that I do.  Just the mere thought of Me makes ME brighter and higher than any other god that you served or call yours today on the earth that I created with My own hands.  You cannot  keep Me, your Heavenly Father, out of anything.


I am in everything, whether My name is in it or not.  I am implanted and infiltrated in all things/everything.  You cannot hide Me or remove Me, however hard you may try, it won’t work.  For I am all powerful and My very existence is more than you could ever fathom or make up. I AM that I AM is all that matters, My beloved children/creation.  I hold all things, for everything is in the very palms of My hands.  There is absolutely nothing that doesn’t exist that I haven’t already made available to you to see today.  For nothing exists, unless first I make it to exist.  Yes, I know that this is hard for your small human brains to comprehend, but that is understandable.


For I created everything out of nothing, and without Me, there wouldn’t be any of you this Day.  This is how loving and kind I am, My children of My great Big Universe.  Why does it take such great trouble just to get and draw your attention to Me this very day?  Why does it take such hard work for you to see just how important I am to you, My child/My children?  Why does everything take your time that is supposed to be with Me, your Heavenly Father, that you say that you love and want to have fellowship with.  Where has your love gone to, that you claim to say you have for Me, My child/children?

Do you ever really wonder what it is that you really feel for Me, or are you just getting by okay without putting Me in the driver’s seat anymore?  Are you comfortable just waiting for Me to wake you up and start the conversation going?  Why has our love come closer to running out?  Does this even concern you just a little bit, or is it starting to be the “new normal” for you, because it is not okay with Me, your Heavenly Father, who loves you, Oh, so very much.


I have so much planned for you and I.  I have so much to tell you, My daughters and My sons of My Torah/Scripture.  Aren’t you even just a little bit interested in what I have been doing and preparing for each one of you while I have been gone away from you?  Oh, I miss you all so very much, and Oh, how I long for you to miss Me as well.  My Church, My Bride, won’t you come a little bit closer and set down with Me and tell Me why it is you have decided to let our friendship fall asleep/aside?  Come sit down and bow down before Me, your Creator, your God, and tell Me why it is you decided to throw in the towel, and do things your own way, since I left you back after seeing you the last time before you watched Me ascend back to My Father in Heaven?


I did not leave you alone, but I sent to you My Helper, the Holy Spirit, just as I promised that I would do.  Why do you not accept My Helper?  Why won’t you believe that He is of service to you?  You, My church, My people, need Him so very much.  You cannot do and live life in these days and times without Him to help guide and lead you into all Truth, Wisdom and Knowledge and Understanding.  The enemy satan, the devil, is out to kill and destroy each and everyone of you, My little lambs/children.  He is not your friend but your enemy.  Why can’t you see this?  I will tell you why it is because you have rejected My Holy Torah, My very Words, spoken to you through My Prophet Moses up on Mount Sinai that day in the Wilderness where you convinced his only brother Aharon/Aaron to help make you a golden god to worship Me, the God of the Universe.


Didn’t I already tell you not to do, or make unto yourselves, anything to worship as idols?  Didn’t I just free you from the slavery of bondage of Egypt, and bring you in and through the RED SEA, by My Holy outstretched arms of My Prophet, Moses, and his brother, Aaron.  Why can’t you grasp ahold of this and see how much that I do love and care for each and everyone of you this very day of PURIM that you’re celebrating for the deliverance of My Jewish people today; My very Israel, whom you are all supposed to be a part of, if you have accepted Me as you’re Lord God and King of the Universe.


You claim to be one of Mine, so don’t you think it’s time that you start acting like one of Mine as well, My people/My children, who have been bought with a very High Price with My very own blood that was shed upon the cross of Calvary, for you and for all mankind’s sins, sicknesses and diseases?  What more do I need to do for you to understand how very much that I love each of you this very day/night, My beloved ones of My Father up in Heaven?  Where you’re all going to be at before My returning to this earth where you are at and living here today, My footstool?


Don’t forget to do and keep all that I have told you to do before.  REPENT and BE BAPTIZED, for the remission of your sins and receive My Holy Spirit with Fire, like in the Upper Room on that Day of Pentecost, Shavuot.  This is all important, and needs to be done, My church/My people.  Don’t listen to those who will convince you otherwise.  The enemy satan knows that when you do, you will be changed and be able to do all that is written in My Book you have at home on the shelves and night stands.  Don’t delay or hold back any longer, for the Day of My Returning is close at hand, says the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth.   2:35 pm.


Wow, Lord, this makes Me REPENT and ask for your forgiveness once again.  I’m so humbled by your visitation to Me, your servant girl.  This book that I’m reading just before this was absolutely an eye opener to see the Lioness Arising in My very soul.  Help me, God, to not let the fire die down, but let the Lioness in Me burn always for You, Lord, always and forevermore.

I cannot wait for your coming in the clouds, My God.  Help me to not ever get stagnate in my love for you, but keep me strong and alive and alert at all times.  Help me to see the good in people, and help wherever there is a need wherever that may be.  Give me a love for all of our people near and far all over the world, God.  Thank you for dying for me, and rising from the dead, but even better for ascending to God, our Father, and sending back to us/me your Holy Spirit with Fire, so that I can experience what your disciples did while with you and even greater, amen.   @ 2:42 pm.



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Thursday, July 26, 2018 @ 8:00 am.

I was sleeping and dreaming about a lady opening up a refrigerator.  She took out this strange looking bottle that had different spouts.  As she was pouring it into her baby’s bottles,  I continued to watch and wonder why she was doing it that way.  My mind was just enthralled about the whole situation.  This is where God starts to talk with me.  As I kept laying upon my pillow, not wanting to wake up quite yet, God doesn’t stop impressing upon my heart and mind these words:

You are to SEEK and DESIRE the Sincere milk of the Word of God.  You are to hunger and thirst for MY RIGHTEOUSNESS, which is the Sincere Milk of Truth.  Don’t allow others to feed and teach you MY WORDS, but seek Me and trust ME to show you and lead you to know what My WORD teaches, what real MILK is.  People say they know what it is, but they DO NOT, says God Almighty.   If they did, their lives would show forth the product of it.  People are dying everyday, thinking and believing they have found what it is, but they have been fooled into believing a lie straight from the father of all lies.

You ask, How can we know what real truth is?  Well, I will tell you the truth, my sons and daughters of MY TORAH.  Seek after ME and follow ME, and I will show you and guide you into this truth that is in MY WORD.  It is not difficult, if people would just put their own doctrines and theologies down and pick up MY VERY WORD for themselves, and seek MY FACE and understanding, and I will give them this Wisdom that will outreach and unlock to them the world.

It is not hard to know ME, says God Almighty.  People complicate My Word,  but it is very simple indeed.  “Trust and Obey, for there’s no other way to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.”  Yes, you know this song, and it is a very good one indeed.  Why has My people/children stop doing this one thing that makes such great sense?  Why have they given up on doing what My WORD tells them to do?  I wonder why they can’t seem to get their lives together these days?  Could it possibly be because they have left their Creator and God by the wayside to try and do life on their own accord?

Foolish and unwise children you have become.  You are not alone, but you have chosen to be.  You have chosen to do things your own way and turned your back on your Heavenly Father and ME to walk this great big world by yourselves.  How smart do you think that this sounds?  You’re right, not one ounce bit smart indeed.  Oh you foolish and unwise servants of the Most High God.  You say you love ME and MY Father, but you are NO more than whitewashed tombs full of dead man’s bones.

You walk around like you have the world by the tail,  but you are so lost and are just saying you are one of My children, but are deceived and are only deceiving yourselves, because the world can see what you are doing and how you are living.  Open up your eyes and ears today, My people, for time is running out and the door to MY KINGDOM  is soon to be shut.

Don’t let the things of this world get in your way any longer.  For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.  Oh the heart is such a wicked thing and who can trust in it.  Oh ye of little faith, run to the LIGHT while you still have time to do so.  I AM this LIGHT, I AM the LIGHT of the WORLD that I AM speaking about and you sing about.  Trust in ME, for I have great things in store for you, My children, if you leave it ALL behind and pick up your CROSS daily and follow ME into ALL the World, first to the Jew and then to the Greek/Gentiles.

Obey ME, and keep ALL of MY TORAH, from the beginning to the end, and let NO man deceive you any longer.  If I call you out to do something, I will be your provider.  You will not have to beg from NO ONE, EVER.  I AM your Source.  Trust and believe in ME and MY FATHER’S KINGDOM.  For out of the mouth of babes and sucklings, I have ordained strength and praise, and MY WORDS will be accomplished.  For My Children do not, and will not, ever have to beg for food or anything else, says God.  For out of the mouth of two or three witnesses a thing will be established, amen.  Thursday, 8:41 am.


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“I AM Your Creator, Your God”

On the morning of May 18, 2017, the Holy Spirit awoke me, and this is what He told me to write down. And then, after I wrote it, I read it to my husband, and as I was reading it, God healed me. My prayer is that as you also read this, that God would touch you as well.


I AM your Creator, your God. I have not changed, I AM the same yesterday, today and forever. Why is it that everyone wants to put Me inside their own little boxes and put Me, their God, on a shelf to gather and collect dust? I will not have it. I AM not some toy that you can collect or just throw to the side when you no longer want to play with ME, says God Almighty.  I AM your Father in Heaven and I AM the Light of the World, and I can’t put up with such nonsense from MY people who say they love Me.

I have MY ways, MY standards, that I must uphold to keep balanced to subdue everything which I have placed into Orbit from the beginning of time, says the Lord God Almighty. If one thing steps out of line/orbit, it would cause a catastrophe that you couldn’t even fathom with your intellect.

I AM the Most High God and I AM Holy, for thus saith the Lord God Almighty, I need for My People to wake up and shake the dust from off of their feet and follow Me and serve Me like never before because I AM coming back very soon and My so- called children of God will be left behind if they don’t start choosing today to follow and seek after Righteousness and Holiness today, says God of the universe.

My chosen people Israel are my heart and the apple of My eye. For such a time as this, I say unto you, get up off your lazy butts, bohinds, and start walking the walk that I’ve called My church, My People, to walk. It’s not an easy walk or path, but it is the one that I have chosen for each one of you to walk, and that is what I want for you to do. Stop giving Me all of your excuses as to why you can’t do what I’ve called you to do for such a time as this. Stop using your circumstances and reasonings why, stop procrastinating and putting limits on Me, say God, for I have such high standards for all of My children, whether or not you think you are able or capable of doing them.

I came to this world to change things up and to make things brighter and doable. Strengthen yourselves and draw your power from Me, your God, to show you and tell you everything that you will have need to drive the enemy away from your lives today. He is nothing to be afraid of, if you continue to walk in My Torah/My Scriptures, My Child.  It is only difficult and hard to do or accomplish when you take your eyes off of Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  I AM your Prince of Peace, your Bright Morning Star in the darkness. Turn your eyes on Me and everything that was will be as it should be. Just as in a twinkling of an eye, everything is going to be changed from what you will ever remember, My dearly beloved ones who are not afraid to be different from the world as you see it to be today.

My love for you is beautiful and pure just as our Heavenly Father is Holy and Pure and Righteous . My children, behold this day in the Heavenlies, I proclaim you Holy, if you will choose to Obey Me/Us and do as We have commanded before the world existed. To obey and be Righteous as your Father and I are Holy and Righteous. There cannot be any Unholiness or Unrighteousness in My Kingdom. If you are to be with Us, you must live a Holy, Pure Life before your friends and your families there on the earth I created for you to be. If you cannot be Holy amongst your own people, how do you expect to live amongst your Heavenly Father in Heaven who is Pure and Holy without a Blemish?

Remember My Son, Yeshua Ha Mashiach (Jesus Christ), who I sent to you as a baby to live and die to bring about Hope to a lost hurting world. He too was Holy and Pure and without Blemish, even up to his death and resurrection. He is still Pure and Blemish-free in human form, just like I submit to you this day to be before Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords. You say this is impossible, and I say, “Garbage,. You can be Holy, Pure and Righteous, if you, My child, seek and choose to be. If you choose to walk and follow after Me, you can do all things like I did when I was living amongst you, and even greater because I left and sent My Holy Spirit to live inside you to help you and to comfort you with divine remembrance. All you have to do to get this is to seek Me, your God, with all of your heart, mind and soul.

Follow after Righteousness, My Torah/Scriptures, which will teach and tell you all that you will ever need to know. Just walk in My footsteps, and I will show you and guide you into all truth, wisdom, and knowledge, says God Almighty, your soon- awaiting King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I say this to inform you, not to scare you, because greater AM I in all the world than anything that the enemy could lie to you and keep you from Me, says God.

There will be times that he satan will try to put doubts and fears into your hearts, but beware of him, for they are just that, lies from the pit of hell. Be on your guard, My children, My people, for out of the abundance of your heart your mouth will speak – Words of life or words of death – which ones will come to life in your mortal bodies?”


I perceive to hear the Words of God on my spirit, and I proclaim words of life over me this morning, Jesus. Thank you for speaking to your daughter and giving me the hope I need to continue to follow and serve you here on the Cocopah East REZ. God, You are an amazing Father, and I love you for sharing with me Your heart like never before. You, O Lord, are my King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I praise You for giving me, Your daughter, Your words of love and mercy this early Thursday morning, 5/18/17 @6:14 am. , Praise you, Jesus, Todah/Thank you.

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