Category Archives: Get to know Me your God


Wednesday, July 17, 2019 @ 8:20 am

While I was walking, the Lord impressed upon my heart, my inner spirit, that we are all  important to Him, large and big in HIS sight. That there isn’t anyone or anything that is too far for HIM to reach out and help in their times of hardship and despair.  As I was on this walk with my dog Levah, the Lord Jesus says to me that there is not ever too much turmoil or discomfort that He cannot bring to an end/closure, if we would just step back and let HIM do the work in our place.  He says that all the difficult times are for our maturing in the faith, and that we, as a people, need to allow HIM to be God instead of us HIS children.  He also says that our job is to love and to be loved, even as He (Jesus) is loved by HIS FATHER who is in Heaven this day.  This Yeshua/Jesus says that this doesn’t mean that we love the sin that they’re committing, but we are to love the person who is being deceived by their sin, which is being caused by the one and only deceiver and disguiser, the devil/satan himself.


These children were once mine, but because of sin they have rejected Me and are no longer mine, but if they will repent and do their first works over again, I shall then receive them back to Myself, and then where I am, so shall they also ever be, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this day.


Your life may seem like you’ve been caught/put on a roller coaster ride and can’t get off.  You may feel like this ride will last forever and a day, but trust Me, your God, that it is but for a short season, and that this too shall pass.  Just like the Hummingbird you saw along the road on your early morning walk with Me, you are not ever alone; you are never out of My reach.  You may feel the emotions of giving up and throwing in the towel, but know that I am there with you through each and every difficult step you take along the path My daughters and My sons of MY TORAH.  My loving hand is always outstretched for you and I care Oh so very much for you, My dear precious lambs/children.


When you are feeling lost and all alone, don’t fret and get all scared, but get down on your knees and pray and search Me out, for I am here just waiting to hear your heart’s cry, My precious ones of MY TORAH, My very words of who I am to you this very day.  For those who seek after Me shall always find Me.  I am always willing to hear and answer your heart’s cry.  Bo/Come to Me all who are laden and heavy burdened, and I shall give you rest in My sheltering arms of love.


Remember to call upon Me first thing each and every morning, and before you lay your head to rest upon your beds/pillows.  Give unto Me your BEST, and I will lavish upon you and bestow upon you all good things of MY KINGDOM, My sons and daughters.  Hold not back from Me your MOST HOLY,  OMNIPOTENT, ALL MIGHTY GOD OF THE UNIVERSE.  I will keep all of MY PROMISES I have made to your Father Abraham, Isaac and Jacob so very long ago, says God Almighty.


My promises and My Words will never depart from My people.  For My yes is always yes and amen. So let your yes be yes and your no be no. STOP all this wishy-washy crap you have been hearing from place to place and start acting like you’re one of My chosen elite ones, who have been born and washed in My free-flowing water and blood of MY REDEEMED set aside LAMB of GOD, who came to fulfill the promises of your Fathers so very long ago.


I came that you all might obtain life everlasting in Me, but I see some of you just still won’t accept Me, for who I said and still am, saying that I AM, My child/children.  I came to not do away with anything in MY TORAH, for MY TORAH speaks of Me and tells of Me.  People will say and do anything to get rid of Me, so that they can do whatever they want to please themselves and make Me line up to them and their ways.  This is all HOGWASH, My children.


I AM that I AM has given Me the authority to call life and death into question.  If you choose to live this way and “throw out the baby with the bath water,” so to speak, I will also throw you out into outer darkness where there will be gnashing and clashing of teeth for all of ETERNITY, My people/children who say and think you are doing good, but you are not.  BEWARE for the times are coming when there will be two standing and one will disappear and the other will be standing still.  Just as you saw in a movie before, except it won’t be before but after the great tribulation happens, My people.


I have said and spoken this before to study to show yourselves approved, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the Word of Truth.  Truth, My people, is who I am.  I am the WAY, THE LIFE AND THE TRUTH, no one comes to the Father less I draw him first.


Pray My people that you will not be the ones left standing still in that day which is soon to be here approaching.  For when that day gets here, there will not be any hope of you and I spending ETERNITY together, MY BELOVED ones of MY LIVING TORAH, that I gave MY LIFE for you to receive.  I come quickly will you be READY, GOD. @  10:42 am. Wednesday, July 17, 2019



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Sunday, June 23, 2019 @ 10:20 am.

Just woke up after several times getting up through the night when I heard in my spirit, God say, “Playing God with your body is not a good thing to do.”  When I heard this in my mind, it wasn’t audible,  but it is like the Holy Spirit just placed it there in my mind, just as someone would set a table for dinner.  It was like God wanted for me to know this, and to pass it along for others to know as well.

“Holy Spirit,” I prayed, “please express yourself more on this. Tell us your heart, so that I can be your messenger with more details of who you are.”  Then as I spoke this, the Holy Spirit says,


You are each born with a set of your own chromosomes, which comprise your DNA, which make you who you are, either a male with XY chromosomes or a female with XX chromosomes .  Your Lord God doesn’t make mistakes, My people.  I AM who I AM, and that is who I AM, My children.  What I AM is why you are who you are this day.  You all are made in My Image and I like it this way.


Why do you have the audacity to try and change yourselves?  Don’t you know that you are playing with fire and will get burnt, My child/people?  You can not just wake up one day after being hurt by life, and then blame Me, your Creator, by what someone else imposed on you, because they too had been hurt by life and have blamed Me, their Creator God, for not helping them and fixing them from the inside out.  They refused to listen to My small still voice of My Holy Spirit trying to redirect them into listening to Me, their Holy God.

That is what I wanted to do all along, but they weren’t listening anymore than you are right now, My child, who is racing so hard at trying to fix himself or herself, and trying to make it all better.  It’s time to wake up and smell the coffee, so to speak. Yes, I know that there are those who still don’t drink the stuff and that’s okay, but what I am trying to tell you all is that you can’t fix your brokenness yourselves, and not even the earthly doctors will be able to completely fix you either.

Oh, they can do what they’re trained in and do a rather good job at times, but they’re not the one who formed,designed and knitted you all together, even all the intricate pieces of you, and made you just who you are, a man or a woman after My own heart, just like I said that David was to Me.  And you can also be so, My people.


You are exactly who I intended for you to be, whether you will accept Me as real or not, it doesn’t make a difference.  I don’t exist just because you say that I don’t.  I exist because I am God and that is who I am,  My sons and My daughters of My Holy Torah/Scriptures.  My Torah, My Scriptures, tell you exactly who I am and what I desire, My likes and My dislikes, as well as what will happen if you accept Me, and what will happen if you reject Me and My Torah/Scriptures.


Wouldn’t you, My people, like to be blessed and not cursed?  Wouldn’t you like to have freedom without living in SIN and BONDAGE to life where you live?  Doesn’t the life you been living without Me been getting to feel like HELL itself?  Why would you want to continue this way for the rest of your lives?  You can change it, My people, who say you are Mine and those who have even recently rejected Me, their ONE TRUE GOD of HEAVEN AND EARTH and of the entire universe, who can hear and seek ME.  Yes, I am wherever you claim that you can go to explore and beyond.


I am infinity, and I am the author and finisher of your faith.  I am what and who I say that I am.  I can change you in less than a second, a blink of an eye, if you would just acknowledge Me as your Most Holy God who loves you unconditionally.  You must acknowledge Me and accept Me as your Lord God of Heaven and of Earth this day for Me/Us to start you on this extravagant journey of a life time.  You must REPENT and turn around from your nonsense you’ve been living and let Me, your One True God, who died on the cross for you over 2,000 years ago to make ATONEMENT for you, and to make what was taken away from you whole and new again.


My sons and My daughters, you don’t have to live like this anymore.  Let what I did for you on My own cross be sufficient for you and heal you.  Stop blaming this person and that person for why you aren’t well.  Yes, they did all those things, but that isn’t your finish, you can be whole in and through Me, if you would and will accept Me as your Lord/King and Master, so that I can bring to you healing and restoration through My very Holy Spirit, which was given and poured out for you, in the UPPER ROOM, so long ago with My Apostles and Disciples, and all others who would wait and accept Me as their Lord and Savior.  Yeshua/ Jesus is My name, and I love each and everyone of you here this Sunday, on which day most of you worship, not knowing it is not My Sabbath, but was enforced upon you long ago by the Roman Catholic Church.


My people should worship Me at all times, but they are commanded to Remember and Keep My Holy Sabbath Forever, and this is not a suggestion, My chosen elect, but a Command, so don’t ever forget this.  My Covenant has been taken from tables of stones and placed on the inside of you, My children, so that you can do and keep them.

They are NO longer hard for you as stone is but soft and pliable as your flesh is.  They are always with you, like My Holy Spirit is, if you have accepted who that I am, the Son of the Living God, up in Heaven this very day.  Yes, Earth is My footstool.


I am always right with you all, My children, people.  I’m just knocking at your heart’s door, but first you must turn the knob and open it for Me, your Holy God, to come into you and sup with you.  It’s all that simple: just open the door, My child.  It doesn’t have to be scary.

I AM a loving, Holy God, who loves to bestow good things to His children, who run and seek after Him.  There isn’t anything too hard or out of My reach for you this very day.  Just open up your hearts and lives to Me, and I will fill you up to overflowing to where there will not be enough baskets or bottles to contain them all.  There is so much I want to tell and share with you here this day.  Open up yourselves wide, so that I can fill your life to overflowing that I just talked about.  For I love you, My sons and daughters of My Holy Scriptures.


I am the same yesterday, today and forever, just like My Word says that I am.  I am also a very Holy God, who cannot allow SIN to enter where I am.  So kick off the sin that is plaguing you this day.  Turn from this sin, that is an abomination in My sight, and bow your knee to Me, your Creator, your Heavenly Father, and seek Me with your whole heart, that you seem to think and believe is good, but is not; instead, it is full of wickedness and evil.


Give Me your broken hearts of sin and disgust, and let Me, your Holy God, transform you all this very day that the church worships Me, and I will come into you and give you this peace that surpasses all understanding, My child/children, and I will make you whole and in My image once again.

You, My child, are loved and are not broken in My eyes/sight.  That is the devil/satan and his imps feeding you those lies.  Plead My precious blood upon you and claim Me as your Lord/Savior and your Salvation, and I will make all things new and come alive in you in just the twinkling of an eye, My newly born–again child/convert, says God.   Sunday, June 23, 2019 @ 11:25 am.


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Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 8:11 am.

God wakes me up to “Not everything is good for you.”


My respond and prayer back was, “Okay, I know this already, so why wake me up to tell me what I already know, my God, my Adonai?  What did I eat or do yesterday that made you tell me this?  I had been fasting, I know, to get closer to YOU, and because it was PURIM, I had decided to stop for the day to celebrate with my husband and daughter and the Congregation we were attending that evening. We had even gone as far as getting our free cone from Dairy Queen before the party of PURIM started. I know that You, GOD, like festivities because You have given to us seven of them in Your Torah, and if You count Purim and Hanukkah, there are nine of them.”


At first, when I posted this LOVE LETTER, I didn’t see the connection between these two postings, even though they were given to me on the same day, after I had prayed and asked for understanding.  Then as I pondered and prayed over this sentence “Not everything is good for you,” I realized that God was telling me that even though Purim is a Great Time to re-focus and remember what had happened long ago, and how Esther/Hadassah was a picture of Me (Christ Jesus) and was able to save her people from being exterminated and wiped off the face of the earth.

Through this, God is saying and was trying to show me that OUR RELATIONSHIP needs to be even more important than anything, even any party or festival.  That I need to remember to continue to stay faithful to Him, even when the people in your life around you are seeming to enjoy themselves and party it all up.  The moral of this now has become very clear to me, and I pray that you can all see it as well and can learn as I have come to appreciate the love of my Heavenly Father and King of Kings and Lord of Lords this very day, April 1, 2019.

Thursday, March 21, 2019 @ 1:32 pm.

I was dozing off while reading my book, Lionness Arising.  My eyes were getting, oh so tired, and then God, through His Holy Spirit, says,


I have not called you to do something hard but not something simple either, but to just do what My WILL is for each and everyone of you here this day.  I have called you to do My purpose, My plan, to get what I want done, but for all the world to know and to see this very day, right where I have called each of you to be everywhere, where you are located and live, for such a time as this.


Yes, you are all celebrating My PURIM where you are living.  You are doing a great thing celebrating and making melodies to the freedom that was brought to My Jewish people from all over the world in their day.  I AM so very happy that I have people, still even today, who get excited about this FREEDOM, this very VICTORY, that My children were given to set them free from the bondage and slavery in such a time as that which was back in Shushan where Queen Hadassah/Esther lived at in that time and space.  There was such a time of peace, but then much hardship for them like they never knew. How would you all feel if everytime you went out to do something that you feared for your life and livelihood?


That was what it was like for them, the Jews, back in the reign of King Ahasuerus/ Xerxes before Queen Esther was brought into the King’s Chambers that very day.  Yes, I AM not mentioned anywhere in this, for so many reasons.  I have not even the slightest mention of My Holy name to let you know that I am still quite apparent, even if I am not.  I don’t have to be mentioned to know that I exist, My people, My children.  I exist, even when I don’t appear that I do.  Just the mere thought of Me makes ME brighter and higher than any other god that you served or call yours today on the earth that I created with My own hands.  You cannot  keep Me, your Heavenly Father, out of anything.


I am in everything, whether My name is in it or not.  I am implanted and infiltrated in all things/everything.  You cannot hide Me or remove Me, however hard you may try, it won’t work.  For I am all powerful and My very existence is more than you could ever fathom or make up. I AM that I AM is all that matters, My beloved children/creation.  I hold all things, for everything is in the very palms of My hands.  There is absolutely nothing that doesn’t exist that I haven’t already made available to you to see today.  For nothing exists, unless first I make it to exist.  Yes, I know that this is hard for your small human brains to comprehend, but that is understandable.


For I created everything out of nothing, and without Me, there wouldn’t be any of you this Day.  This is how loving and kind I am, My children of My great Big Universe.  Why does it take such great trouble just to get and draw your attention to Me this very day?  Why does it take such hard work for you to see just how important I am to you, My child/My children?  Why does everything take your time that is supposed to be with Me, your Heavenly Father, that you say that you love and want to have fellowship with.  Where has your love gone to, that you claim to say you have for Me, My child/children?

Do you ever really wonder what it is that you really feel for Me, or are you just getting by okay without putting Me in the driver’s seat anymore?  Are you comfortable just waiting for Me to wake you up and start the conversation going?  Why has our love come closer to running out?  Does this even concern you just a little bit, or is it starting to be the “new normal” for you, because it is not okay with Me, your Heavenly Father, who loves you, Oh, so very much.


I have so much planned for you and I.  I have so much to tell you, My daughters and My sons of My Torah/Scripture.  Aren’t you even just a little bit interested in what I have been doing and preparing for each one of you while I have been gone away from you?  Oh, I miss you all so very much, and Oh, how I long for you to miss Me as well.  My Church, My Bride, won’t you come a little bit closer and set down with Me and tell Me why it is you have decided to let our friendship fall asleep/aside?  Come sit down and bow down before Me, your Creator, your God, and tell Me why it is you decided to throw in the towel, and do things your own way, since I left you back after seeing you the last time before you watched Me ascend back to My Father in Heaven?


I did not leave you alone, but I sent to you My Helper, the Holy Spirit, just as I promised that I would do.  Why do you not accept My Helper?  Why won’t you believe that He is of service to you?  You, My church, My people, need Him so very much.  You cannot do and live life in these days and times without Him to help guide and lead you into all Truth, Wisdom and Knowledge and Understanding.  The enemy satan, the devil, is out to kill and destroy each and everyone of you, My little lambs/children.  He is not your friend but your enemy.  Why can’t you see this?  I will tell you why it is because you have rejected My Holy Torah, My very Words, spoken to you through My Prophet Moses up on Mount Sinai that day in the Wilderness where you convinced his only brother Aharon/Aaron to help make you a golden god to worship Me, the God of the Universe.


Didn’t I already tell you not to do, or make unto yourselves, anything to worship as idols?  Didn’t I just free you from the slavery of bondage of Egypt, and bring you in and through the RED SEA, by My Holy outstretched arms of My Prophet, Moses, and his brother, Aaron.  Why can’t you grasp ahold of this and see how much that I do love and care for each and everyone of you this very day of PURIM that you’re celebrating for the deliverance of My Jewish people today; My very Israel, whom you are all supposed to be a part of, if you have accepted Me as you’re Lord God and King of the Universe.


You claim to be one of Mine, so don’t you think it’s time that you start acting like one of Mine as well, My people/My children, who have been bought with a very High Price with My very own blood that was shed upon the cross of Calvary, for you and for all mankind’s sins, sicknesses and diseases?  What more do I need to do for you to understand how very much that I love each of you this very day/night, My beloved ones of My Father up in Heaven?  Where you’re all going to be at before My returning to this earth where you are at and living here today, My footstool?


Don’t forget to do and keep all that I have told you to do before.  REPENT and BE BAPTIZED, for the remission of your sins and receive My Holy Spirit with Fire, like in the Upper Room on that Day of Pentecost, Shavuot.  This is all important, and needs to be done, My church/My people.  Don’t listen to those who will convince you otherwise.  The enemy satan knows that when you do, you will be changed and be able to do all that is written in My Book you have at home on the shelves and night stands.  Don’t delay or hold back any longer, for the Day of My Returning is close at hand, says the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth.   2:35 pm.


Wow, Lord, this makes Me REPENT and ask for your forgiveness once again.  I’m so humbled by your visitation to Me, your servant girl.  This book that I’m reading just before this was absolutely an eye opener to see the Lioness Arising in My very soul.  Help me, God, to not let the fire die down, but let the Lioness in Me burn always for You, Lord, always and forevermore.

I cannot wait for your coming in the clouds, My God.  Help me to not ever get stagnate in my love for you, but keep me strong and alive and alert at all times.  Help me to see the good in people, and help wherever there is a need wherever that may be.  Give me a love for all of our people near and far all over the world, God.  Thank you for dying for me, and rising from the dead, but even better for ascending to God, our Father, and sending back to us/me your Holy Spirit with Fire, so that I can experience what your disciples did while with you and even greater, amen.   @ 2:42 pm.



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Sunday, December 16, 2018 @ 9:00 am.

For I have tried to turn My People/Churches’ heart back towards Me, their God, but they are just filled with so much selfishness, greed and pride that they just won’t and don’t have time for Me, their God, in their lives.


I’m tired, and I am just about ready to give up on them, as I was the children of Israel there in the desert alongside Moses, who was leading My chosen people of all nationalities out of Egypt and into the promise land.  These Jews and Greeks alike would just not bend their knee to Me, their God.  They just kept fighting and blaming one another for this and that.  They just were never happy, even after I had delivered them from the bondage of being slaves to Pharaoh, their King, who suppressed them and wouldn’t allow them to worship Me, their God of Heaven and Earth.


My church, My people, don’t have this problem here where they are today, at least most of you.  But you have so much Freedom that you have gone overboard and are doing so much craziness with your Free Will/Choice and Grace.  You think you can do whatever you feel like doing, even if it goes against My Written Torah and spoken instructions to My people.  How long, how much time will it take, My People/My Church, for you to grasp that you are WRONG? and I AM RIGHT.  That My LAWS and JUDGEMENTS are Good and Everlasting and will not ever change to your way of thinking, not now, not ever.  Wise up and rethink, My Church, who has done away with what?  It’s not Me who has annulled/abolished anything, but the other way around.


You have killed Me all over again by deleting My Words, you call “LAW.” There are so many different words comprised of that one word you call “LAW,” and you have attached a negative implication to it by calling it “legalism and bondage.”  Not so, My Church of today.  You have it all so very wrong.  Why would a loving God, which I AM, give you such a thing after FREEING you from just that in Egypt, and then even saving you and delivering you through the waters onto dry lands?  It doesn’t make sense, or should I say, YOU, MY CHURCH, are very lost and messed up people who have lost their way because of FEAR and DOUBT of what could happen if you stood up and faced your Pharaoh, your King of the Roman Empire, the Catholic Church of today.


It’s time My People/My Church that you care more about what I think, do and say than about what they think, care and do.  Don’t you think so,  since I have control of your final destiny/destination?  Yes, I AM a Loving God/Father,  but you are acting just like My chosen elect few of Jews and Gentiles who kept challenging Me at the foot of Mt. Sinai, back in the days when I delivered them out of slavery in Egypt.  They kept whining and bickering about what they didn’t have and what they missed because they had to leave in such a fast manner.

You, My People, are NO different from them today.  You have such a greedy, selfish attitude: “I want this, and I want that. Give me, give me, give me,” that’s all the Christmas holiday is for you today and has been.


This Christmas holiday is NOT MY BIRTHDAY, and it never has been.  You have personally forced Me into it and you, My Church, are living a lie and telling it to others as well.  I have given you My Word, My Torah, and if you would only look at it and give it as much time as you do with this day, you call “My Birthday,” you would know it.

But you don’t just celebrate My supposed birthday, but you’ve made a whole season of it to fill your happy hearts with joy and peace you never have.  You run around like crazy men and women trying to find the best presents to make someone happy, and most of the time they’re not and are too afraid to tell you, so they pretend to like it until you leave.  Everyone is just out to wear themselves out just for the sake of this “Christmas Spirit,” and they attach My Wonderful name to it to make it all okay.   But it is NOT SO, My People of today, who some of you go to Church.  Some of you only come once or twice a year, and then call yourselves “a Christian,” but I say,  I do not know you,  and even if I did at one time, I do not anymore.

Why is it My So-Called Church of today that calls Me their God that they don’t want anything to do with Me until these holidays come where they’ve attached My HOLY Wonderful name too?  They put Me on a shelf gathering dust until they are ready to celebrate one of the world’s holidays that the church is trying to make holy just to win souls in My name.

It’s hard for Me to fathom that you would say that I was born on December 25th, a pagan infested day when such idolatry and fornication happened, where they polluted everything and profaned My Holy sacred name that My Father gave to Me when the angel Gabriel pronounced to Miriam/Mary that day in her room.   I tell you the truth, I was not born the way that you have been taught for so many years.  All of that was all made up by liars like yourselves.   They have taken what My Father planned out,  and they have polluted Me.   My Father told you in His Word/Torah which was given to Moses/Mosheh up on top of Mount Horeb/Sinai everything you need to know about Me and of Me, your God.


He has given you each a mind to study and to read, in order to show yourselves approved, a workman who needs not to be ashamed, amen.  But you choose to not do so because you enjoy being able to say it doesn’t not matter anymore, because of what I did on the cross.  All those other laws given to Moses/Mosheh were done away with when the veil in the Holy of Holies was ripped from top to bottom in My Holy Sanctuary.   What a load of crap, My people, My church.  That is not how or why that happened.  To say that My death brought an end to My law is just another lie of the church/ the devil.

My Father’s heart was mourning His One and Only begotten Son that day when I said it was FINISHED.  I didn’t say, I was finished, so you could not follow Me and Everything that I  taught to you and MY DISCIPLES.  Not true, how ridiculous, and you say you are smart people?   Prove it by starting to act intelligent then.  When I said it was finished, I was referring to Abraham back in Genesis 15.  Where I stood in the gap for Abraham, so that if anyone ever in his lineage would sin or disobey Me, their God, that I would come and be their Once and forever Sin Sacrifice for all of Humanity once and for all, because that is how much My Father and I love you then and still today.


OUR LAWS, OUR TORAH are NOT BONDAGE, NOR LEGALISM.  That is all a bunch of POPPYCOCK and NONSENSE, My Church/People.  You all forgot the warnings then, and you still do to this very day.  What I mean is Peter tried to warn you about Paul’s writings being hard to understand, but you think that you are all so smart that you have figured him out without even trying to read what he actually said.  You are so smart, ha-ha, that you think you can just read the surface and not put anything back into the context of the times in which Paul/Saul lived.  He was not only a Jewish man but he was also a Pharisee of all Pharisees as well.  He knew just exactly what he needed to do and say in his time to help the different churches.  They would write him letters, and then he would respond to them likewise.  You, My Church, haven’t a clue what this or who Paul/Saul is?


You have ditched Me and made him your God.  You have turned what I have called good, righteous and holy, and you have made it a lie straight from the pits of hell, and if you’re not careful that is where you will spend all of your ETERNITY.  Paul was a very Torah Observant Jew in his day and time.  He even went to the extent to show the religious leaders and people then that he still believed in the Levitical Laws by shaving his head bald along with four others.  Whatever your ideas of Paul/Saul are, you have been blinded and taken on a wild goose chase because Paul did not ever stop following Torah or going to the synagogue and worshiping Me, nor did he ever stop following My Torah/Commandments.  And not only did he keep them, but he also taught others, both Jew/Greeks to do so too.  This Law that was told was bad, was the LAW of SIN and DEATH, NOT MY TORAH that was given to MY PROPHET MOSES/MOSHEH up on top of Mount Sinai that day so very long ago.   That same mountain where I told him earlier to remove his sandals for the place wherein he was standing was HOLY GROUND.


This church of Mine today is trying every which way to make My Gospel watered down to please themselves and to make themselves look good.  But My Church/My People, all that you are doing is costing yourselves your Eternity away from Me, your God.  You can not say,  you LOVE ME, and then not want anything to do with MY FATHER and I in OUR KINGDOM.  MY KINGDOM is made up of those elect few who worship ME/US in Spirit and in Truth.  There are very few of you who still do.


So many have said, they (My gifts) are no longer active today and they died out when My Apostles and Disciples did.  NOT SO, another lie from satan and My Church people today. I do not give and then take away.  My gifts are irrevocable.  You do not lose them just because you fall away from Me, your God.  Did you just hear Me right, My people?  Yes, you can fall away from Me, your God.  But your gifts I gave to you are still yours.  Having My gifts means that you began the journey with Me as My child, but they are not a guarantee that you still are My child.  You can choose to leave this walk, journey you had started because it got too hard for you.


My church tries to do so many things in My name, but they have NO POWER anymore because they have left their first love and they have indoctrinated My people into believing in these pagan festivals and holidays that the world celebrates.  The church has adapted them and brought them into their churches with this idea to win souls for God, and thinks that it is okay to pollute and desecrate My HOUSE again to pagan gods all in the name of Christ’s Birthday and Resurrection.  Let’s not even begin with satan’s day of Halloween, All Saints Day, and changing it to “Harvest Festival” or “Hallelujah Parties,” and even “Trunk or Treat.”


Really, My Church, are you that desperate to be entertained? Haven’t I given you enough FEAST and FESTIVALS in MY HOLY SCRIPTURES for you to win souls for Me, your HOLY GOD?  Oh, I’m Sorry, that’s right, you say I died that cruel unspeakable excruciating death to do away with MYSELF and to let MYSELF out of the HOLY of HOLIES, so that you could get in and change, and do things anyway you see fit to do them?  OH NO I DIDN’T, MY PEOPLE, MY SO-CALLED CHURCH.  Stop profaning MY NAME and polluting My Altars and Desecrating My HOLY TEMPLES, which you are supposed to be now by the shedding of My precious blood and by the running waters that you were baptized into for the remission of your sins.


Be filled up and go to that place, like I told My Disciples, and wait, and you will be filled to overflowing, just as they were on that day of Pentecost so very long ago.  First, you must be born again, cleansed and washed in My blood and baptized in My living waters, or you cannot receive My baptism of the Spirit given to My disciples that day in the upper room.  It was and still is very important, My Church/My People.  Without it, you can not know Me or the deeper things of MY KINGDOM here where I AM.  That is why it was so very important for Me not to stay with you, but that I leave and return back to My Father, who is in Heaven, this very day.  I sent My HOLY SPIRIT back just as I told you I would.

Just like not all in My day followed and obeyed Me and My Father, so it is in your day and even worse.  Out of the many I had invited, I only had a few that remained, 120 to be exact.  Those few 120 went out ministering and filled with the glory of God, My Father, and 3,000 were saved and filled to overflowing.  Just the opposite happened back at Mount Sinai where I first wanted to give My Spirit out to them, and they all rejected Me, except a limited few, and instead of Living and rejoicing, 3,000 died instead.  Oh What a very unhappy day for Me and My Father that day.  Our anger and wrath spread great among them and still to this day because you, My Church, are acting the same way as they had.


You are rejecting Me, which is MY TORAH, and you are forever polluting My HOLY NAME by bringing and celebrating these pagan idols you set up in your homes and in your yards, just to draw attention to your neighbors and to your friends.  This is a HUGE MISTAKE you are doing and teaching your children and grandchildren to do.  STOP IT! RIGHT NOW!  Heed to the Call and Warnings I AM giving to you this very day.  Oh Wise up, My Children, proclaim ME to the Nations the way I have told and spoken for you to do.  STOP setting up for yourselves these idols that you worship in your homes, churches, and workplaces.  They are not of ME nor MY FATHER.  You are very disobedient children.  You say how the JEWISH people are foolish for not seeing Me your God as Savior and Messiah, but you too are so very blind indeed.  You have the Messiah, but you reject the TORAH/SCRIPTURES.  They have TORAH/SCRIPTURES and reject Me their Messiah, who it is written about right before their eyes to behold.


They wanted both PEACE and a KING who would RULE with a rod of Iron, but when I came and only brought love and peace, they rejected Me and killed Me.  But it’s the same with you My Children, MY So-Called church of today.  You say you accept Me, but only for your insurance policy, so when you die, you can get to go to HEAVEN and get this great big huge mansion that you have been told is waiting  for you up in the sky.  Oh will you be all surprised, My loved ones, who think you are all doing the right things in your own eyes.  For haven’t I told you in My Word/Scripture, that your heart is full of wickedness and who should know it, and you shouldn’t follow it?  For it will lead you down path/alleys, you shouldn’t be trodding on or about.


Oh My dearly beloved little lambs, for you are all very stupid.  You have all lost your way and lost your Shepherd.  You have strayed, but it’s not too late, for there is still some time to come back into the fold.  My SHEEP, hear My voice, and they who obey and follow Me in the direction that I AM going.  Those who are impersonators don’t hear My Voice and follow their own destination plans for their lives.  These are the ones who say to Me, I want this, I want that,  I deserve to be happy just as well as TOM, DICK and HARRY.  It’s not fair that they can do it, and I can’t. This is what I hear all the time in the Churches of today.  If Tom, Susan or Larry can do it, then I should be able to do it too.


NO, NOT SO, MY CHILDREN OF MY TORAH.  You are to be different, set apart, HOLY UNTO ME, YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER, GOD, who brought you up out of Egypt/Sin and set your feet upon MY ROCK TO STAY.  I have freed you by My blood and washed and cleansed you in MY HOLY RUNNING LIVING WATERS OF BAPTISM FOR THE REMISSION OF YOUR SINS, all so that I could have a clean and purified hearts to come and to REST in on the Day of PENTECOST, which I sent back to you that day after waiting on your HEAVENLY FATHER.


You have not, because you have not asked ME, your HOLY GOD.  Didn’t I tell you over again to ask the Father, for Good Gifts and that He wouldn’t give you a stone?  This is who I AM;  I AM your GOOD FATHER, so ask of ME and I WILL fill you up to overflowing with MY HOLY SPIRIT in BAPTISM.  I will anoint you, just as I did MY Disciples and all those who believed that day in MY UPPER ROOM.  Jew and Gentile alike, it made no difference.  We are all about OBEDIENCE and TRUSTING your HEAVENLY FATHER IN HEAVEN.  Many were invited to come and to receive OUR HOLY SPIRIT, but only a small number came and waited before their God, who they just saw leaving them in the clouds.  He (JESUS) said,  I will return the same way as you saw Me leave, but these people, JEW and Gentile alike, still don’t believe what He’s saying because they didn’t believe and trust HIM in their hearts, only in their heads.

The ones who stayed and were faithful saw and felt the goodness of God their Father and experienced this FIRE OR THE BAPTISM OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AND PROPHESIED  AND DID MANY GREAT WORKS.  As God says in HIS WORD/SCRIPTURES, we are not saved due to Good Works, but because we are saved, we do good works and deeds to show our gratitude and love for OUR GOD and for our Fellow man, amen.
Sunday, December 16, 2018 @11:09 am.


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Thursday, July 26, 2018 @ 8:00 am.

I was sleeping and dreaming about a lady opening up a refrigerator.  She took out this strange looking bottle that had different spouts.  As she was pouring it into her baby’s bottles,  I continued to watch and wonder why she was doing it that way.  My mind was just enthralled about the whole situation.  This is where God starts to talk with me.  As I kept laying upon my pillow, not wanting to wake up quite yet, God doesn’t stop impressing upon my heart and mind these words:

You are to SEEK and DESIRE the Sincere milk of the Word of God.  You are to hunger and thirst for MY RIGHTEOUSNESS, which is the Sincere Milk of Truth.  Don’t allow others to feed and teach you MY WORDS, but seek Me and trust ME to show you and lead you to know what My WORD teaches, what real MILK is.  People say they know what it is, but they DO NOT, says God Almighty.   If they did, their lives would show forth the product of it.  People are dying everyday, thinking and believing they have found what it is, but they have been fooled into believing a lie straight from the father of all lies.

You ask, How can we know what real truth is?  Well, I will tell you the truth, my sons and daughters of MY TORAH.  Seek after ME and follow ME, and I will show you and guide you into this truth that is in MY WORD.  It is not difficult, if people would just put their own doctrines and theologies down and pick up MY VERY WORD for themselves, and seek MY FACE and understanding, and I will give them this Wisdom that will outreach and unlock to them the world.

It is not hard to know ME, says God Almighty.  People complicate My Word,  but it is very simple indeed.  “Trust and Obey, for there’s no other way to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.”  Yes, you know this song, and it is a very good one indeed.  Why has My people/children stop doing this one thing that makes such great sense?  Why have they given up on doing what My WORD tells them to do?  I wonder why they can’t seem to get their lives together these days?  Could it possibly be because they have left their Creator and God by the wayside to try and do life on their own accord?

Foolish and unwise children you have become.  You are not alone, but you have chosen to be.  You have chosen to do things your own way and turned your back on your Heavenly Father and ME to walk this great big world by yourselves.  How smart do you think that this sounds?  You’re right, not one ounce bit smart indeed.  Oh you foolish and unwise servants of the Most High God.  You say you love ME and MY Father, but you are NO more than whitewashed tombs full of dead man’s bones.

You walk around like you have the world by the tail,  but you are so lost and are just saying you are one of My children, but are deceived and are only deceiving yourselves, because the world can see what you are doing and how you are living.  Open up your eyes and ears today, My people, for time is running out and the door to MY KINGDOM  is soon to be shut.

Don’t let the things of this world get in your way any longer.  For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.  Oh the heart is such a wicked thing and who can trust in it.  Oh ye of little faith, run to the LIGHT while you still have time to do so.  I AM this LIGHT, I AM the LIGHT of the WORLD that I AM speaking about and you sing about.  Trust in ME, for I have great things in store for you, My children, if you leave it ALL behind and pick up your CROSS daily and follow ME into ALL the World, first to the Jew and then to the Greek/Gentiles.

Obey ME, and keep ALL of MY TORAH, from the beginning to the end, and let NO man deceive you any longer.  If I call you out to do something, I will be your provider.  You will not have to beg from NO ONE, EVER.  I AM your Source.  Trust and believe in ME and MY FATHER’S KINGDOM.  For out of the mouth of babes and sucklings, I have ordained strength and praise, and MY WORDS will be accomplished.  For My Children do not, and will not, ever have to beg for food or anything else, says God.  For out of the mouth of two or three witnesses a thing will be established, amen.  Thursday, 8:41 am.


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“I AM Your Creator, Your God”

On the morning of May 18, 2017, the Holy Spirit awoke me, and this is what He told me to write down. And then, after I wrote it, I read it to my husband, and as I was reading it, God healed me. My prayer is that as you also read this, that God would touch you as well.


I AM your Creator, your God. I have not changed, I AM the same yesterday, today and forever. Why is it that everyone wants to put Me inside their own little boxes and put Me, their God, on a shelf to gather and collect dust? I will not have it. I AM not some toy that you can collect or just throw to the side when you no longer want to play with ME, says God Almighty.  I AM your Father in Heaven and I AM the Light of the World, and I can’t put up with such nonsense from MY people who say they love Me.

I have MY ways, MY standards, that I must uphold to keep balanced to subdue everything which I have placed into Orbit from the beginning of time, says the Lord God Almighty. If one thing steps out of line/orbit, it would cause a catastrophe that you couldn’t even fathom with your intellect.

I AM the Most High God and I AM Holy, for thus saith the Lord God Almighty, I need for My People to wake up and shake the dust from off of their feet and follow Me and serve Me like never before because I AM coming back very soon and My so- called children of God will be left behind if they don’t start choosing today to follow and seek after Righteousness and Holiness today, says God of the universe.

My chosen people Israel are my heart and the apple of My eye. For such a time as this, I say unto you, get up off your lazy butts, bohinds, and start walking the walk that I’ve called My church, My People, to walk. It’s not an easy walk or path, but it is the one that I have chosen for each one of you to walk, and that is what I want for you to do. Stop giving Me all of your excuses as to why you can’t do what I’ve called you to do for such a time as this. Stop using your circumstances and reasonings why, stop procrastinating and putting limits on Me, say God, for I have such high standards for all of My children, whether or not you think you are able or capable of doing them.

I came to this world to change things up and to make things brighter and doable. Strengthen yourselves and draw your power from Me, your God, to show you and tell you everything that you will have need to drive the enemy away from your lives today. He is nothing to be afraid of, if you continue to walk in My Torah/My Scriptures, My Child.  It is only difficult and hard to do or accomplish when you take your eyes off of Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  I AM your Prince of Peace, your Bright Morning Star in the darkness. Turn your eyes on Me and everything that was will be as it should be. Just as in a twinkling of an eye, everything is going to be changed from what you will ever remember, My dearly beloved ones who are not afraid to be different from the world as you see it to be today.

My love for you is beautiful and pure just as our Heavenly Father is Holy and Pure and Righteous . My children, behold this day in the Heavenlies, I proclaim you Holy, if you will choose to Obey Me/Us and do as We have commanded before the world existed. To obey and be Righteous as your Father and I are Holy and Righteous. There cannot be any Unholiness or Unrighteousness in My Kingdom. If you are to be with Us, you must live a Holy, Pure Life before your friends and your families there on the earth I created for you to be. If you cannot be Holy amongst your own people, how do you expect to live amongst your Heavenly Father in Heaven who is Pure and Holy without a Blemish?

Remember My Son, Yeshua Ha Mashiach (Jesus Christ), who I sent to you as a baby to live and die to bring about Hope to a lost hurting world. He too was Holy and Pure and without Blemish, even up to his death and resurrection. He is still Pure and Blemish-free in human form, just like I submit to you this day to be before Me, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords. You say this is impossible, and I say, “Garbage,. You can be Holy, Pure and Righteous, if you, My child, seek and choose to be. If you choose to walk and follow after Me, you can do all things like I did when I was living amongst you, and even greater because I left and sent My Holy Spirit to live inside you to help you and to comfort you with divine remembrance. All you have to do to get this is to seek Me, your God, with all of your heart, mind and soul.

Follow after Righteousness, My Torah/Scriptures, which will teach and tell you all that you will ever need to know. Just walk in My footsteps, and I will show you and guide you into all truth, wisdom, and knowledge, says God Almighty, your soon- awaiting King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I say this to inform you, not to scare you, because greater AM I in all the world than anything that the enemy could lie to you and keep you from Me, says God.

There will be times that he satan will try to put doubts and fears into your hearts, but beware of him, for they are just that, lies from the pit of hell. Be on your guard, My children, My people, for out of the abundance of your heart your mouth will speak – Words of life or words of death – which ones will come to life in your mortal bodies?”


I perceive to hear the Words of God on my spirit, and I proclaim words of life over me this morning, Jesus. Thank you for speaking to your daughter and giving me the hope I need to continue to follow and serve you here on the Cocopah East REZ. God, You are an amazing Father, and I love you for sharing with me Your heart like never before. You, O Lord, are my King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I praise You for giving me, Your daughter, Your words of love and mercy this early Thursday morning, 5/18/17 @6:14 am. , Praise you, Jesus, Todah/Thank you.



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