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Sunday, June 9 , 2019 @ 1:26 am


For I want for you all to be obedient, My people, My children, of the most Holy God of the entire universe this very day where you are, My daughters and My sons of my beautiful TORAH, that I’ve commanded for you to keep and to feast on, for it’s to remind you and all mankind of what an awesome God that I am for delivering My chosen people out of slavery and setting them free by My outstretched arms of healing and protection, says the Lord God of ISRAEL, this very day called Shavuot/Pentecost.


This day is so very special to Us, your God.  It is where We tried so long ago with Moses to have a relationship with you, but you refused to have anything to do with Us, your Holy acceptable God of the entire universe.  I have called you by name, but you didn’t want to answer and obey My voice for out of fear that you might die, but look, you are still here proclaiming My name to the nations of the world for a thousand generations, My people, whom I have called and have spread to all four corners of the world, so to speak, My beloved ISRAEL, My apple of My eye.

Come before Me, My royal priesthood, and dance before Me, and make melodies before My Holy throne, there where you are this very early day wherever you are My children.  I love it when you praise Me, your Heavenly Father.  I have such good plans to prosper you and to bring you much hope and good things, My children, My people, My creation from before the world existed, I knew each one of you.  I had a certain destiny for each and every one, and I saw it and was pleased, and said that it was good, very good, indeed.

You have the right to choose, which path you will take, for it is your free choice to make. Oh, that you would choose the best path, My Beloved Ones of My exuberant Torah, My living, breathing Words, given to My servant Moses that day, so long ago, up on Mount Sinai when I took him up under My very wings and covered him in the cleft of the rock, so to speak. I have desired to be your God and you, My people, for all time, but you rejected Me, your Holy God, every one of you, and I wasn’t able to give to you My spirit as I had hoped and wanted to.

Oh how, it saddens Me, your Holy God, and life went on, because My servant Moses came back up and petitioned on your behalf, as He did on other occasions, as well to a stubborn, rebellious and hard, stiffed-neck people, who should have trusted Me to have led them up and out of Egypt with My mighty outstretched arms of love that day when I opened up the Red Sea for you to walk through onto dry ground.  You, and all mankind, who wanted to come along for the journey of a lifetime, just as I brought you and your husband to My promised land there in My holy city of Jerusalem that day, not so long ago to tell and share with My chosen elite, that I am the same God of their fathers: Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. This was to remind them all that I haven’t changed, and that We will never, ever change until Our two witnesses, called heaven and earth, disappear and are no longer here to take record of our goodness and mercy to a thousand generations, My people. 


We love you so much and are coming back very soon, and We want everyone to know of Us and about Us. Our message that We have for you isn’t hard, nor is it hard to find, nor to do.  For it is right in front of you and on your very hearts now, if you have a relationship with Us, your Heavenly Father, God.  We have made it durable, as well as feasible, to a people who say that it is too hard and too far away to keep it.  We took it from being on stone tablets and put it into the flesh of each of your hearts, if you are one of Our born-again children, who have been called by Our name and received Us as your own.  Take up your cross daily, and come and do all that I have commanded for you to do, and keep from beginning to the end, My beautiful, beloved children of the Most High God of the universe, this early morning, where you are at, My daughter and My son of My very Torah/Scriptures.


I tell you and speak to you, because I can trust you to tell My people/children the truth, as I tell it to you this day, there in Phoenix, where I have chosen you to be, for such a time as this, to bring healing and restoration of things that were things to come, for such a time as this, to bring closure, healing and health to a people who need Me more than they’ll ever know possible.  I have such great hope that you will do all and everything I have spoken and told you to do, My daughter, for I trust you as I have trusted you all along.


Never fear, never doubt that I am with you each and every step of the way, leading you and guiding you in times past.  Just remember that it is My will that is being done, not yours, so be obedient and push away all fear and disbelief, to know that I am with you in all of your doing to help bring My Kingdom here once again, for a people who do not yet know Me as you know Me, your Holy, Loving God.  Speak and say all that I have told you to speak and say, and nothing more, My daughter and My son.  For out of the abundance of your mouth speak what I tell you to speak, and everything will work out for My glory and righteousness, this very day right where you are My children.


Woe unto those who reject you and say that you are not Mine, for greater is the one inside of you than he that is in the world. Take My spirit with you, and everything will work out for the good to those that love Me and My Father up in Heaven.  Remember I am with you to bring healing and wholeness to this family that says that they love Me, their God. No weapons formed against you shall prosper or do you harm, for thus says the Lord God of ISRAEL this very day here, where I have brought you, for such a time of healing and restoration, says God almighty, King of kings and Lord of Lords, amen 2:31 am.


This secret has been hid long enough and this hurting needs to stop.  Judgment is Mine, says the Lord, as well as blessings. I have come to give new life abundantly; will you choose it or pass it on by?  You get to choose, My people, this day.  I love you and your families, and want to bring healing to you, if you choose Me and My word this day. 3:45 am Shavuot/Pentecost 2019.

I want to give you freedom, says the Lord God, no more secrets and no more hiding; it needs to come out for restoration to take place in our lives. By JESUS stripes, we are all healed, amen. 3:48 am


4:16 am
For I will repay evil for evil, says the Lord God. What is done in secret, in the dark, will come out into the Light, says the Lord God of Israel, this very day.  Don’t ever think or believe you can get away from Me, your God.  You may think you are getting one over on Me, but thus says your Creator,  King of Kings and Lord of Lords, not a chance in a bloody moon.  I make and call the shots, not you or any one else, but Me alone.


I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, no one comes to the Father unless I draw him or her.  So stop thinking, you can do anything in and of yourselves, My children, who have such finite small intellects.  You have so much still to learn, My children, who think yourselves to be all that and then some.  Oh, you have been made in Our likeness; yes, but you are quite limited in your everyday capacities.

Open up your hearts unto Me, your God, and I shall fill you up to overflowing. so that you can learn and feed upon our Words and become the sons and daughters that we want for you to become, for such a time as this, My dearly beloved church/ekklesia.  You are the light on the candle stick that I refer to over and over again.  The light that is always to be lit in My Holy Temple that never shall be blown out.  I Am the Way, the Truth, and the Life, he that believes in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live, says the Lord God of Israel.


I Am the Rose of Sharon and the Bright Morning Star of My son, David.  I come to bring life and life more abundantly to those who are lost and dying, and who have no hope in themselves.  You can do nothing in and of yourselves, My precious little lambs of My TORAH.  Look and run after Me, and everything will turn out for your good to those who put their faith and trust in Me, their God of Heaven and of Earth, My footstool.  Oh, how I adore you all, My children, who seek after Me and trust Me to do all that My Word says to do, from the beginning to the end.


For all Scripture is profitable for sound doctrine and for reproof to those who love Me and put their faith in Me to the finish line.  This is a race worth fighting for so fight well and stay focused and persevere My people/children, for the Day of the Lord is just around the corner and it isn’t far off as you may all think it is.


The enemy is lurking to and fro, seeking whom he may devour.  Don’t respond to his calling, but turn him aside and run after Me, your God of all days.  The time for My returning will be like none other.  For be on your guard, be prepared and ready, so that you aren’t caught off guard, as a thief in the night and not ready.  I love you, My Church and My Bride, don’t stop looking for Me and My Father up in Heaven.  We are coming to a Church/Bride who has prepared and made herself ready. 4:47 am

She has adorned, cleansed, and purified herself to meet Me, her loving Abba, Daddy, one day soon. 4:54 am


8:39 am
I want to help you, but first you have to believe that I’m out to be of help for you, My child/children.  Open up your hearts to Me, before it’s too late for Me to help you and your families mend from all the hurts of your past and from your present wounds.  Stop blaming everything on the ones who love you, and who are there to help you, My child/children.  Oh that you could see from My point of view, then you would know that nothing is too difficult for Me, your God, to fix and to heal.   Just wrap your heads around what has happened, and trust Me, your awesome God/ Creator, to do for you this miracle that you have been waiting your whole life to see take place, right before your eyes, said God, who is looking for a few chosen ones to set the record straight, and to help fix the broken pieces that were not His fault in the first place, amen.


Sometimes, bad things happen to good people; it’s just the way it happens, and I do come and turn things for the good, but it does take awhile unfortunately, because there are repercussions for our actions, whether good or bad done to us.  You have to trust Us, your God, and stay in it for the long haul, not just think it will not take time. For it took time to happen, so it will also take time to get out of the mess that people have gotten you so tangled into.   It helps, if people bring their secrets out of the darkness and into the light.  The enemy likes for you to hide what your perpetrator has done, so nobody knows what is wrong with you. That is why he turns over the blame on you, so you won’t tell anyone.


Satan is out to destroy the family and to not have the family close.  He is out to break up the family first and foremost, even to the extent of death. Don’t be afraid, and fear not, My child/children, for you are very valuable to Me, and I can do much more than you ever thought was possible,  Just reach out to Me, who has loved you for a very long time, and let me show you My healing balm that can do wonders/ miracles, God.  9:02 am


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Friday, February 15, 2019 @ 11:00 am

It doesn’t matter how large or small things may seem to you, My child, that matters, but what does matter is how much you love Me, your Heavenly Father, who loves to lavish so many blessings on you that you cannot contain.  Trust in Me with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding, and in all your ways acknowledge Me, and I will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6).

Saturday, February 16, 2019 @ 6:12 am.


For I love you, My daughter, Karen, for I have not left you or forsaken you, My dear precious little lamb of mine.  Hold on, keep strong, for your day is soon to be here.  Don’t doubt and stay firm in your faith because greater am I that is in you than he that is in the world, My precious lamb.  For if you stay strong in the small areas, you will be able to maintain the larger things that may, and will, come up in your everyday life.  We must not lose faith, but hold steady, and do not waiver to and fro like so many in My church do today.


We are living in the last days and it is not going to be getting easier, but only that much harder.  You must gird up and put your battle armor on each and everyday, so that when you are attacked, you will know just how to ward off your enemy that’s riding your tail, so to speak.  We don’t fight with our eyes closed, so stay alert and keep yourself suited up for the Day of my returning is soon to be here.  This should not surprise you, My children, for you are seeing and watching for the signs, and they are all aligning up to My GREAT DAY.


Oh yes, I know My daughter, that so many are still very lost to Me, but We cannot wait forever.  Those who are listening and alert will hear My still small soft voice of My Holy Spirit wooing after them, but there are still those who just don’t want to obey or trust Me, the I AM who I say that I AM, this day.  They have been hurt and only have bitterness and resentment left inside of them.  They can’t understand that is what satan wants for them to have, so that they won’t come to Me and ask for HELP.


Hurt, Bitterness and Brokenness takes so many from Me because they blame Me, their God, for not doing something about they perpetrator that put them in this condition.  They have listened to the lies of satan, saying, that if I had loved them, then I would’ve stop them, but this isn’t the truth at all, My sons and daughters.  I AM Holy, My children/people, and I hate seeing these acts of sin and betrayal going on behind closed doors.  I have tried to stop it; I do, but your perpetrator just wouldn’t  listen to Me and stop.  They are too gone, for they can no longer hear My voice against all the lies the devil is telling them.  My sons and daughters who have been hurt, I AM very sorry.  I want you to know I have done all that I could for you.


You are here today, and that is a good thing.  I am wanting to help you to heal and be reconciled to Me, your Loving, Holy God of the Universe.  That person or people who have done this to you will have Justice be done to them accordingly.  They will not get off the hook.  Justice is also around the corner for them, says the Lord God of Israel, this very day.  No one harms one of My little lambs and gets off the hook, so to speak.  Judgment will be Mine, and I will be the one serving them.


Don’t allow these perpetrators to continue to hurt you any longer, for they will be taken care of by Me, their God, that they have been denying, and saying doesn’t exist, and is only some fluke of the imagination, and is just a crutch for people to hold on to because they need something.  I AM the WAY, the TRUTH, and the LIFE, My children, My sons and daughters of My Torah.


Do you know, My beautiful children, that My Torah is My love for you.  I gave it to Moses (Heb. Mosheh) on top of Mount Sinai that day very long ago, after saving you and all the people from the wicked Pharaoh, who had kept you all in bondage for over 400 years total.  That is a very long time to be enslaved to a people.  Don’t allow yourselves to become slaves again to Egypt and her ways.  Allow Me, your Heavenly Father, to loose these chains from off of you and let you walk free once again.


STOP allowing people to keep you all chained and bound up.  You are all grown men and women.  You can not be hurt by these ugly, dirty men or women any longer.  Give Me all of your hurts, fears, and anxieties today.  Forgive your abusers, and let the peace of God free you and set you free this very day/night.  For who the SON sets free is free indeed, My children.  I didn’t ever plan or want for you to be hurt in such cruel, evil, and ugly ways, but it was beyond My control.  Like I told you, they just wouldn’t heed My Holy Spirit calling out to them to STOP.

My children, know that I love you, Oh, so very much, and I want for you also to love ME back.  Choose to listen, and choose to make the right choices today.  Open up your heart and let Me, your God, heal every space that needs to be healed, and restore to you My Holy Spirit, which bring peace, joy and comfort today.  Remember to always trust Me, your God, with ALL of your heart, mind and soul.


Keep My Words, My Commandments, and walk in My Torah, which is My very heart.  To love Me is to obey Me and to do what My Word says to do from beginning to the end.  Come to Me, all you who are weary and alone, and I will give you REST here on My Shabbat/Sabbath Day for now and forever.  For I do not change My Word,  it stands firm and strong forever and ever, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this very Shabbat Day here in the Valley, amen.  @ 6:54 am.

@ 7:03 am


I AM not done with you, My Church, My People.  I have so many plans for you to do and to accomplish before My Great Day happens.  Oh, yes, it is just around the corner, but remember a day to the Lord is a thousand years and where in this thousand years are we?  NO one knows, not even Me, say the Lord God of Israel. Only the Father does, My little ones.  Just rest assure that it is getting, oh, so much closer.  I would not bring this up unless it was, Oh, so very important, says God.


Keep on the lookout and prepare like it is today or tomorrow, and you will never be off guard or unaware of our return.  Be wise virgins, My children, who always has her oil lamps filled to overflowing, because she doesn’t want to miss her Great Day with her Groom.  I stand at the door and knock, and if anyone opens the door, I will come in to her and sup with her and he with Me, says God (Revelation 3:20).  The time is coming when all My people will be saying,  “He is here!” or He is there!” Just know that when the signs come together in My Words/Scripture, you will know who the True Messiah Is.  For there are wolves in sheep’s clothing masquerading and trying to fool/trick you, so be on the alert, so that you will not be deceived, My little ones.


Read and study to show yourselves approved unto God (2 Timothy 2:15), and you will not be taken for granted and be misled.  It is time to grow up and mature in My Torah/Scriptures, and stop letting everyone out there tell you what My Words says.  Learn them for yourselves, so that you can get them down deep in your very soul this day on My Sabbath, My Holy Set apart Day.  On that one day I will reign as King in My Holy City, Jerusalem, where you, as well as so many others, have walked and visited in times past.  Oh, what a beautiful Day of Rejoicing that’ll be, when I see you, My children, all face to face, amen.


Don’t stop rejoicing, praise Me, Glorify Me, Exalt Me, your King of Kings and Lord of Lords, this beautiful Day that I have made.  Clap your hands, Oh house of Zion, come before Me with sounds of praise to My Father.  Jump for Joy and sing unto Me, for I AM worthy of it all, My people of My Holy City, where I will Rule and Reign for a thousand years.  Oh come and bow down before Me, and give Me honor due My Holy name that is above every other name above the earth and below.  Sing and make melodies unto Me, for I deserve all of your praises today and for always.

Don’t worry and Don’t fear, for great is the Lord and greatly We are to be praised and adorned.  For if you don’t praise Me, the very rocks and stones that the builders rejected Me will praise ME.  Oh how I enjoy to be with each of you this early morning.  It makes Me, your God, happy to be in your company.  I enjoy My children who desire to be in relationship covenant with Me, their ONE TRUE GOD of HEAVEN and of EARTH, MY FOOTSTOOL.  @ 7:27 am.


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Tuesday, August 21, 2018 @ 7:14 am.


In my dream, I was in this hospital, and I had this lady doctor friend.  Apparently, I had been a patient, and I had taken a coffee pot there and some other things.  The doctor had called my name over the intercom, so I went to see what she had wanted. She came to see me, and then said for me to follow her to her office.  We went through this door which led to a small winding, very thin staircase upstairs.  She went very fast, and then I lost her.  When I got upstairs, it was as if I was in a church with Sunday School classrooms.  I asked where this person had her office, and no one seemed to know.  I was walking into this office where there were children coming in and leaving.  There was this big hanging decoration that was supposed to be hanging from the ceiling, but was now on the floor and a couple of us stepped on it.  The teacher wasn’t happy with us.  I apologized and then wondered how I was going to find my way back down the stairs.  I woke up and remembered that before this, I had taken something to this hospital before, and somebody had taken it as well.   Lord Jesus please give me clarity and understanding, in your name I pray this, Amen.  @ 6:09 am.


Later, while on my treadmill, God speaks and says:
People come and take from Me, their GOD, but seldom ever give back.  This is not how I set up My Kingdom.


5:21 pm.

While taking my afternoon nap while fasting, God woke me up by saying,


You are not what you think you are, My sons and daughters.  You have been bought with a very high price.  Oh, you can say, “you’re this or that,” but it is just a façade, a cover up.  You have been deceived by satan, the enemy.  He has put a veil over your eyes to steal you from Me and My GOD.  He has made you to think you’re somebody that you’re not.  This will only last for a time because the enemy cannot over power Me, your GOD.  The forces out there are limited to Me, and you have many people praying and interceding on your behalf as My daughter is who is writing /typing this.


The demonic forces are very real.  I have brought each of you with the price of My own life, and I have called you from before your mother’s womb. How dare you deny who I created you to be My son of My Torah.  Don’t allow the weapons of this world to take all of that from you this very day.  You were created to be a man of God, not a woman of the evil one.  Trust Me, your Father in Heaven to heal you from ALL past hurts and wounds.


This wasn’t My fault. How many times, My son, do I need to go over this with you.  It wasn’t your fault either.  The man that hurt you had been hurt himself from someone very close to him.  The devil blinded him as well, and he refused to hear My still small voice of My Precious Holy Spirit wooing after him that day so long ago when you were just a little boy.


My heart cries for you, My son, and I’m trying to woo you, but your ears and heart are so very wounded.  The enemy satan has convinced you that you are much happier living the way of the world.


Stop pretending and masquerading as someone you’re not because like I said, it is going to only get you more hurt than what you are already feeling My son.  Why do you think coloring and changing your body parts and adding things are going to make who you really are any better?

They’re not, it is only going to make life worst, trust me your ONE and ONLY GOD of Heaven and Earth this day.


The enemy is only masking and disguising things right now until you are so far gone that you are NO longer a risk to him.  He doesn’t love you, like I love you, My son, or you’re precious family does.  Oh, you say, if they truly love me, they would accept me for who I really was.  Oh really, you want them to lie for you, and let you go down this deep slope that soon, if not dealt with, will take your very life away from you.


Wise up, My son, and remember who has always been there for you in your deepest hour of troubles and who would change your past for you in a blink of an eye if she could.  Yes, your beautiful, loving, caring mother who birthed you and always wanted the very best for you.  She didn’t know this hurt you were dealing with, and if she had, she would’ve made this man go away for a very long time.


Stop running from Me and blaming Me for not keeping him away.  You live in a broken-down world, and people aren’t doing or listening as they should be to Me, their Creator GOD.  Some have denied Me, as you say you are right now.  How is that My fault, My son?


It is NOT too late, if you sincerely REPENT and turn away from the things that disgust Me. For these pleasures you’re seeking after right now will not last, for they are just temporary, until like I said before, the enemy’s grasp on you is finalized, and he thinks he doesn’t need to bother you anymore.  He doesn’t get to make the final choice on your life, you do My son of my TORAH.  You know Me, your GOD.


STOP what you are doing, and REPENT and RUN back to Me, your Father, and I will accept you with OPEN ARMS My son.  Nothing is over until I say it is, GOD.  5:50 pm.



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God’s Love Letter to the Molested or Sexually-Assaulted


FRIDAY, AUGUST 17, 2018 @ 4:29 am.


In my dream I was in the mall by myself sitting at a table.  There was an older man there who I knew from church.  His wife wasn’t with him, and I thought it was kind of strange/weird.  He started to compliment me and went way out of his way to build my ego and make me feel beautiful.  Until another woman showed up, then he took everything he was telling me and poured it upon her.  She was loving it as I was, but then it was as if I didn’t exist anymore.  She was even ignoring me and thought she was all that, and didn’t even look at me, but just was enthralled with this man.  At the time he was doing it to me, I didn’t think anything was wrong.  But now it was obvious that he was being a groomer of young children /woman/girls, trying to get our trust.
God then said to me:

AT WHAT COST are you going to allow this sort of thing to continue in your life?  Are you going to stand up and believe what a man says about you, or are you going to believe what I your Heavenly Father says about you, my dear ones/children?


That wasn’t the end of my dream.  As I was in my dream still, I saw and met up with a friend of mine who was a pastor’s wife, and I asked her if she remembered the man I had seen before, and she said, Yes.  She was pushing a stroller with some off-brand blocks in it. As I saw them, it brought back a memory about what my daughter had done with all the blocks we had; she had sold them for maybe $5.00, which was just pennies in comparison to all that I had invested in them.  My friend was very understanding as well.  Then the other woman who had been receiving all the compliments shows up, and I asked my friend there what I should do, but instead of waiting for her to respond, I go ahead and just tell her what I was going to do, but then I went on and just told her that I’m going to confront him, the man I met before, and tell him how he had hurt me when he dumped me for this other woman.

Now that I’m saying this, it sounds very weird indeed.  God, please reveal to me what it is You want me to see and get from this?  Holy Spirit, I praise You for loving me and wooing me in Jesus’ name.   @4:49 am.

@4:56 am


God awakened me again, and said,


Men like this seem so innocent at first until they have gotten your trust by building up your self-confidence/self-esteem. Then once they feel that you have bought into their lies, then that is when they are able to pull you in.  The thing is that not all of it was lies, because each of you are beautiful, but that is how the devil, the deceiver, grabs ahold of you and bites you.  He puts his bait out there and throws it in, and slowly draws it in just a little bit at a time, until he snags the catch.  It doesn’t happen always the first time, but he doesn’t stop, but just like a good fisherman, he keeps pulling it back in and casting out again until he has caught what he has gone out to get.


Sometimes the catch is too small, so it’s not worth keeping like you were in your dream, so that is why he went after the other woman because he knew he could get what he wanted from her, until he had done all that he wanted. Men come in all different sizes and shapes and colors, and so does the deceiver, the devil. He puts out traps so craftily that we’re not even aware of them until it’s too late.  Therefore, be wise My little lambs and count your blessings that you were able to get away from the enemy, the wolf. They come all dressed up in My clothing pretending to be Me, but they are far from it, My dear daughters and sons of My Torah, My Scriptures.


I know you’ve been hurt, but trust Me, your Heavenly Father, that is all taken care of.  The men that have hurt you are no longer able to do you any harm.  They have been found by Me, and the damage has been done, but it’s not over by a long shot.  They will pay a great price for what they have done.  Not just to you but to others besides you.  My LOVE is so great for you, and they took advantage of you and to others besides you.  You were young and very beautiful, just like the man said who was standing in the gap for the one who hurt you that day.  It was not this person you saw, My daughter, but another one that claimed to be Mine.  It is such a wicked thing that one of My own children/sheep would do this to another innocent lamb.


They have been deceived by Lucifer himself and have put aside the things of GOD to find pleasure in things that feed their flesh instead.  Don’t let or allow someone to deceive you any longer, My daughters and sons, for the enemy satan roams around like a prince in sheep’s clothing, trying to deceive you into believing he’s something that he’s not to lure you and sink you until he catches you by a little tug of the fishing line.


To those who are not educated or fluent in My Words/Scriptures/the Bible, it’s really easy for him to do this.  But for those who are educated and fluent, it’s not so easy.  But beware, the enemy is real good at what he does, as the other woman’s husband is good at the fishing that he does.  The other woman represents all those who are not strong in My word and are at risk of being lured away from Me. So My little ones, be very careful, and be on the look out for both satan and the predatory wolves around you this day.  It doesn’t take much sometimes for you to not see it coming, but trust Me to tell you that I love you so dearly, My daughters and sons of My Torah/Scriptures, and I want for you to know My children that you are exactly what this man at the table said that you are, all of you. Words spoken can be very true, but they can also be very hurtful, if taken out of context.  It is very important to be on the alert and to not let someone lead you astray.


Do what My Word tells you to do and nothing more. Be wise and alert, for your adversary the devil is out there searching and seeking those who haven’t a firm foundation in My Word/Torah.  Those who have some knowledge, but they haven’t the understanding to know what it really means, but know just enough to get them in trouble.  Satan loves to keep their minds all filled up with hate, bitterness, and strife, so they can’t think for themselves.  He loves to keep them at odds with Me, their God, and try to blame Me for not answering their prayers.  Most of the time they don’t even pray before saying I haven’t answered.  Trust Me, I love you and have always been there for you, seeking you out and protecting you from the evil one.


So be aware of satan’s attacks on your life and the predatory wolves he uses. You are My child, and I do care for you.  Stop troubling yourself by everything you’ve gone through.  It wasn’t your fault, so don’t allow the enemy or anyone in your family or friends to tell you otherwise.  They are just human and are being fleshly, and they need to get real with Me today, and stop playing like they are one of My Children.


I desire for My children to obey Me and to worship Me from their hearts, not their heads.  For My true worshippers aren’t afraid to be heard or seen in front of others.  For those who are embarrassed of Me, I also will be embarrassed of them before My Father which is in Heaven this very day, says God Almighty, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.  True believers in Me have and desire a real relationship with Me, their God Almighty. Those who are Mine don’t have to hide Me like I’m lost.  They will shine their light to the lost and dying world, so that others will see it and will come to know Me also.


I love you, My sons and daughters, so come running to Me, your Lord God, and I will open My arms to you and receive you unto MYSELF.  STOP blaming yourselves and allowing others to blame you any longer for it is all under MY BLOOD that I shed for you so very long ago upon the cross on Mount Calvary.  Those who are MINE will not continue to cause one of MY Children to hurt or be in pain from their past.  Trust ME and know that I AM God, and that I AM He who takes away all of your SINS and remembers them NO MORE, GOD .  @5:48 am.


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Saturday August 4, 2018 @ 5:54 am.

I’m laying in bed, and God says,

It’s not how you drive your car that matters, but how well you’re obedient to Me, says God Almighty.

God says this car He’s referring to here is your body.  Our bodies get old and start to fall apart and to disintegrate, but God says, ‘

Do what it is you can do to help preserve it, and then I will do the rest and take care of you.  Show forth My love to this world that is all broken down and crippled from all of life’s flaws and diseases.  Jesus says, “I AM the WAY the TRUTH and the LIGHT, and no one can come to the Father,” unless I draw Him and seek Him out.  Trouble not yourselves, My children, My child.

If it were not so, I would have told you so.  Believe in Me and the works that I do, and you shall do greater things than I did while on the earth with you and My disciples so long ago.  I’ve done it all for you, so won’t you do it all for Me as well?  I came into this world, not to do My will but My Father’s will who sent Me.

Yes, I and My Father are ONE, but I gave up My divinity and My will, to please My Father up in Heaven, so that you might have life and life more abundantly.  Why do you doubt Me, My sons and My daughters of My Torah/Scriptures?  You are not Mine any longer, if you choose to continue in this sinful lifestyle you are living.  I did not come into this world as a baby and grow up to be an adult like you this day, for you to reject Me and My Father.  We loved you all so very much, and our prayer is that you will love us back in return, our creation, our children. We have such hope in each of you, but it has to be your decision to walk daily, and to pick up your own cross and follow and walk after US in this world you call home/earth.

We are the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end.  Whoever chooses to seek after Our Righteousness shall find it and rest in sweet peace, and our joy shall be your eternal rest.  There is NO doubt that you are troubled and trying to find this joy unspeakable and full of glory, but you first must REPENT and SEEK ME, your GOD, that you’re running from and blaming Me for everything.  I was not the cause of your pain, nor was I there allowing it to happen behind closed doors.  This wasn’t My fault, nor was it your mother’s or your dad’s fault.  It was the man’s fault that they had entrusted you with that day so very long ago.  I know your heart, and it is very hurt and bruised from all the hurt that was put on you at such a young age.

It was not your fault, and you did not cause it to happen, NO matter what you seem to remember or think you did or did not do.  This man did not listen to his conscious and didn’t heed My call over his life.  He chose to not be obedient to My still small voice, and he acted out of selfishness and pride. He has been lost to ME ever since and has been in much pain and agony.  He is and will suffer much hardship, if he doesn’t take heed to My Holy Spirit.  He will be punished for what he did to you, as well as others in his own household.

Nothing gets past Me, nor My Father which are in Heaven.  It cost him his family and his marriage.  My child, I love you, so stop blaming yourself and Me, your God of Heaven and Earth, this very day.  Stop trying to disprove Me, and run back to Me with your arms stretched out on bended knees and REPENT, and do your first works over.  Nothing is ever too big for Me, your God, to do or perform.  Seek Me with your whole heart, mind and soul/spirit, and know that I will forgive and accept you back into My Kingdom.  Cry out to Me with a humble heart, and know that when you do, I will hold you and love you, just as you have always dreamed about.  I AM right here next to you, My child of My Torah.

I know how you love My Words and My music.  Don’t give this all up, My child.  Nothing is ever over, unless you really want it to be.  You have not committed the unpardonable sin that My Word talks about.  You are hurt, and what the enemy satan has fed you about Me is a lie from the very pit of hell itself.  My Words, ALL My Words, are Truth from the beginning to the end.  The Bible is ALL about Me and My Kingdom, and My love for My people.  You have ALL the Evidence and Proof that My life existed there in My Holy Book, the BIBLE.  ALL of My Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine,  for correction, for instruction in righteousness.  It is a book of instruction and a guide to show you how to live a good, Holy life in My Kingdom, not only in this life, but in the one to come.

It is not too hard for you; you can do it.  For I have called you out, even before ALL of this happened.  I have set you apart for such a time as this to proclaim and preach My GOSPEL to ALL mankind.  This is why satan, the devil, has been after you for so long.  He knows what kind of Collateral Damage you would be doing proclaiming My name to the world.  He, the devil, is trying to hinder you, even to the point of trying to kill and take your life.  You know this to be true.  You have had dreams about this.  Seek after Me, your God of Heaven and of Earth. Pray like never before. Ask of Me, and I shall tell you many things that I long to tell you.  Open up your heart to Me this very day.  I love you so much, and long for a relationship with you, My beautiful creation.  You are Mine, and not the devil’s.

I bought you with a high price.  Trust ME, Obey ME, and know that this is the truth.  Do not allow satan, the father of all lies, to rob you from My hand today.  Arise up, My child, and know that this is just the beginning of a new life.  Don’t turn your back on Me but come running back, and I will catch you with open arms, My sweet loving child that was hurt and broken so long ago and afraid to tell, not knowing what would happen.  That man can not harm you any longer, so put it to REST and FORGIVE, so that you can dwell in the shadow of MY WINGS.  You are safe, so trust Me your Creator, your God, the one who nestled you inside your mother’s womb so long ago.

Yes, I predestined you and knew you before you were a glimmer in your mother’s eyes.  You were meant to be, so don’t doubt your existence.  You are special and have a purpose.  There is a great day a coming and know that it might be very hard to hold on tight and remember all that you have studied and read in My HOLY WORD.

I AM the RESURRECTION and the LIFE, no man can come to the Father, unless HE (GOD) draws Him first.  I AM drawing you, My child.  Stop fighting with ME, and ACCEPT ME now before it is too late, and My Second Coming comes to you as a thief in the night.  My Revelation is truth, and I will be coming back for a Church/Bride who is without spot or blemish.  Will you have My Mark, or will you take the mark of the beast instead?  Both are very real.  Stop playing games, so that you can deny the sin that you’re wanting to keep performing.  SIN does not enter into MY KINGDOM.  Purge yourself this day, and REPENT and be BAPTIZED for the remission of your sins, and become My child of MY TORAH.  It’s not too late to change your stinky thinking and come and follow ME, and let ME Rock your World and heal you from top to bottom.

I AM a LOVING GOD, but I AM also a HOLY GOD, and where I AM, you cannot enter unless you are HOLY, PURE and RIGHTEOUS and without sin as well.  My Son YESHUA/JESUS made this all possible with the BLOOD HE shed for you on the cross over 2,000 years ago.  That blood never runs out.  Cover yourself in My blood and purify yourself in My Living Waters and be cleansed and purified today, and become a fisher of men in My KINGDOM to bring other lost and hurting people as you once were to ME, Amen.  Hearken and Listen up, God.  Saturday @6:57 am.  Shabbat morning.


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